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met suansuan for lunch just now at northpoint with babyboy and owee.
seeeeeeeeeeeeeeee his head!
no hair!!!
haha..
this's the first pic he took with botak!
with me wheeeeeeeeeee ~!
dun worry k boy, hair will grow v soon one hahaha!
so poor thing inside uh u.
*sayang
jia you okay!
loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeya(:





very randomly i wanna say my mummy is damn pretty lol
bye!

and i hate doing proj cos i dunno shit about it.

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went for a jog with alicia, good, babyboy and rocky around 10plus lol. it was a good run, made me feel much better after feeling so shitty for quite a period of time. thanks you all for being there(: watched csi with alicia (dunno why she's so obssessed about that show lol) and we did manicure and pedicure(: (: i love my alicia!!!!

we played monopoly lol using my lappy, damn shiok haha.. long time since i last touched that game but the application kind is reali fun lol cos i made all of them bankrupt!! HAHAHA..

went to have macs under alicia's house thereafter, right by the poolside. it's nice, you know, sitting beside the pool and slacking, it feels so relaxed. one thing i haven felt in such a long time.

sidenote: i'm feeling like shit

Hi all!
my hand is getting much better already, this photo was taken during fb camp,
now all the bandages have come off already and im using both my hands to type!
WOO~!
thanks to all who were concerned, i really appreciate it.
esp my c and d,
attending to me throughout the camp,
c helped me do my sleeping bag,
d helped me hold my things,
lol it'd been a long time since i played the role of a lil sister.
it felt kinda nice, really, like, they are worried about me and taking care of me.
super sweetness my c and d(: (:

of cos nt forgetting shar shar, who wanted to lend me her towel lol
im damn dumb luh
WHO FORGETS TO BRING TOWEL TO CAMP?!!?
lolol.
and thankssss a mil to dear daphne who finally lend me her towel.
love u k babe!
alot of ppl to mention, cant possibly write all so u know who u are k!
and u mean alot to me! (:
*hugs




lol thats the thing when u need to make up during camp and u are too short or the basin is just irritating.
you have to adopt the D's style of sexy booty making up technique.
HAHA!!




yesyes.
and there was the nightwalk.
wheeeeeeeeeee ~!
dd's super white(read this in chinese LOL k joking)
and we got damn bored along the way.
she and zul even fell aslp during the interval!
hahaha..
until 3am in the morning you know!
can u imagine how tired the seniors were?!?!?
hahaha..

lol it feels weird to be typing using my left hand, feeling completely handicap now hahaha
yes, im home, and im damn sad i cant go for dance much as i want to.
wasn't in my right mind the whole of today,
after thinking last night.
wasn't quite myself, i guess.
went to the kitchen to pour water.
that's when the lil accident happened.
i guess, this is just not such a good year for me.

i was trying to pour a drink for myself,
using a glass jug when the jug fell to the floor.
i was shocked for a moment, stunned thr.
i didn't drop it,
but it jus broke off itself, the handle and the body tore apart.

i went to get a broom to sweep the fragments when babyboy rushed over to ask if im okay.
lol he asked to look at my hand and found me bleeding lolol.
scared the hell outta him i think,
my poorboy, i love u k.

lol thr's a pic of the cut.
it was dang small, but my skin sort of spilt open and i could see my wrists' fats-.-
lol my wrist so small stil gt fats nb lol
wonder hw much fats i've gt on my other parts man hahaha



babyboy brought me to a doc and i was joking with kel saying that we shld jus save the money of seeing a doc n jus buy glue to paste it together lolol cos he was so worried that it reali looked as if he was the one who got cut. lol
so sweet isn't he?
im jus so fortunate to have him in my life.
mummy was super worried too,
i love the both of u so so much(:

lol the funny thing is tt the doc said tt there's 2 ways to do my hand,
1 is to stitch,
the other, is REALLY TO GLUE HAHAHA
when i heard tt i wanted to LOL man.
seriously.
the doc chose to glue my hand, n e bandaged it like that,
making me so embarrased cos i look like some retard who cut my wrist-.-

i wanted to go for dance so badly, i swear cos im jus learning how to bboy:(
babyboy's too worried to let me go, and the doc say i cant twist my wrist
so i cant do floorworkkkkkkkkkkkkk ffffffffffffffffffffff.
im sorry, babyboy, i know u are upset cos i insist on going to camp but i really, really want to go and i really want to be there. i love you, baby. u're the nicest to me i swear.



thanks zul, for being so concerned and understanding.
i really, really do appreciate it.

.

i have friends who love me,
and friends who hurt me.
it's more painful than the cut.
out of my life you go.
you don't deserve me.
because you don't care and you don't give a shit about me.

.

dang man. using left hand to type is zzz really.
i took like half an hour to type this-.-

i'm sitting outside the studio of RP's, waiting for babyboy to finish his practise.
haha.. we went to town jus now, met up wif sister and went tooooooooooooooooo
SEXY DIAMOND(: (:
wheeeeeeeee ~!
thou there weren't alot of things inside,
they said stocks will come in like weekly or bi-weekly heeee.
and im already thinking of wad i wanna buy hehe.
the accesories are more ex than the clothes luh kns lol.
and popper ben is really friendly!
lol..
aaron is really lame, i found out. haha.
sister bought a shirt for kel!!!
so shiok uh lol the colour combi looks alot like our seniors tee LOL
but it's still damn nice okay.
COS ITS FROM SEXY DIAMOND LOL.
anyways, we walked arnd, and after that came here and now im sitting here uh,
nothing better to do so just blog luh hahaha
and adam's reali jealous cos shar's nt here LOL

im listening to ' falling out' by keyshia cole,
seriously this song,
no matter how many times i hear it,
it's still damn nice.
feeeeeeeeeeelin'.
hahaha..

you know, i was browsing through the shoes cabinet and found out something!
I DUN HAVE YELLOW HEELS:(
lol lame but sian eh, sometimes wanna match cannot match.
SAD CASE.
anyways kame! i hope that the dress is shiok and no need to waste money buying a new one!
lol how come ur way of calling me is just banging ur head against my head?!?
HAHAHA damn retarded.
i was like, who is crazy luh, i browsing magazine den bang my head LOL
damn funny eh u.
anyways i suddenly recalled,
i saw jasmine before what! u intro for what LOL
rmb that time after city alive we went pubbing and stuffs?
LOL
u STM UH!
see i still remember lol not bad! hahaha
okay i damn sian alr see got games to play not lol
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

went to ps with bestie the other day lol
she looked damn pretty that day wanna take a pic of her also difficult-.-
kns
hahaha..
walked around aimlessly,
bought nothing and had a hearty talk at ajisen.
that was the nicest part(:




mummy is super random and damn sweet also i swear,
out of the blue she jus bought this cinderella beanie for me!!!
damn happy i tells u.
i always wanted to buy millions of em but think is a waste of money lol
and she bought it when i nv tell her bout me lovin beanies!
so sweet right!!!
she's the nicest mummy in the worlddddd.
love her to bits and pieces.

hello im back. haha..
it's 03.03am the time,
and i dun feel like sleeping.
dangggg
babyboy's starting school tmr,
SIAN.
and suan's going to ns tmr
AHHHHHHHHHH ~!
have fun in there!
hahaha..



i wanna watch movies and i can't wait to meet some people during me term break!
cant wait for supper with dlove soon!
woooooooooosh.
some time for myself.
the sad thing is that i reali have alot of thing to do despite term break.
ironic?
i reckon.


how now, brown cow,
seriously should i study after nyp or work first and save up money?
headache, headache seriously.

anyways the stayover was dang fun,
let me found out how much a hypocrite mao he really was.
it's rather scary, i must say.
the things he say behind our backs and the way he acts when he sees us.
worlds apart.
so many fakers around,
how do you differentiate who really cares?
u can't, i feel.
haha..
it's only when u realise when people tell you and u get hurt before u really learn ur lesson.
it's always like that.
butt,
who cares, we aren't the bad ones,
we have conscience(:
the rest of them, let them put on their masks, rot, and die.
hahaha..



im totally hooked on this game called 'plants vs zombies'.
really kinda fun!
hees.
oh wells.
reali dunno what to blog about already.
adios ppl!



oh ya, yes and you. stop it. u're irritating the shit out of me.

yeap, superb madness,
IM STILL AWAKE OMFG.
i so wanna slp but the bed is totally not in the correct position,
dunno how to explan to you guys, seriously.
haha..
suan is going to ns this coming monday and i swear im gonna miss him a hell dang loads!
lol weird la.
gonna see him botak and stuffs, hahaha
total weird change from today i guess, no more checkered long sleeve,
no more hair for you to gel.
haha..
i hope everything will turn out great for you in there and..
get used to it uh this kind of situation cannot say cheer up one thats lying LOL.
we'll still be here for you as and when you come out from camp kay!
lovesss.
hahaha.. today sort of marks the start of my term break and the end of babyboy's.
reali dunno to be elated or zzz. haha.. dun care.!
i'll try to enjoy this as much as possible uh nxt sem gg attachment and fyp alr,
no more time to enjoy!
lolol.
today, i meant ytd (friday), was great. bowling with the boys,
and steamboat, a gathering, and also sort of a 'farewell' one for suan.
zhenwei's the only one sleeping now luh, weakkkkkk.
muahahaha ~

today, i mean sat, is gonna be dang great too.
maybe even better.
ITS THE KO NIGHT FINALSSSSS PEOPLE.
AND SEXY DIAMOND SINGAPORE'S OPENING.
OMG
OMG
OMG.
now you can all buy me and kel presents with less hassle LOL.
good luck to all the teams in the semi-finals jy! (:

yesyes, im still coughing, stop asking.
haha.. i'll let u guys know when i recover kay so all the time if i nv say im stil effin sick!
LOL sian right!
and that stupid bestie is sick too! hahaha
that kukubird.
pls take care of urself la, keep nagging at me den sick urself also-.-
smack u uh.

ddd tell me why u went to kk!
was damn worried lol
i miss supper, luv!


AND I FINALLY GOT BOB!
EVERYONE SAY YAY~!
he's damn cute i swear hee.
XOXO`

as we grow up there are more and more things we need to think about,
to worry for,
all the things we need to prepare for any coming challenges we may face,
why do we grow up so fast anyways?
we din even need to worry about allowance back in primary school.
now every morning we wake up we already have a whole load of thoughts in our head.
dang dang dang.

hello c me misses u and tom yam(:

oh ya sorry ppl for all the wordy posts these few times,
that stupid zhenwei nv return me the money for the cam that he and sister wrecked T.T
nb lol.
i really suspect he's gonna pay me like 50 years later.
ahleluya~

seriously this is by far the longest period of time i spent,
sick nb.
flu and stuffs gone,
now comes headache-.- massive one
throughout sch today i was all drowsy and shiet.
damnnnn the weather.

and the doc i went to ytd, sucks.
lol.
he's like totally not listening to what im saying kill him uh
and he gave me the mc for the wrong day.
sue him alr.
lol.
i slp v early ytd know!
before 11pm eh!
hahaha..
record totally.
sian.
but babyboy say is not-.-
kns
oh wells.
the left ear is stil stuck so im like half deaf.
someone jus kill me plsssss
zz.

and and rmb that time i said that cheenah was gonna take over the world?
i tells u.
THEY REALLY ARE.
my tcher showed us vids during NE(national education)
and i tells u,
cheenah is reali gonna expand and flood the whole world.
OMGOMGOMG.
together with africa i think.
WE ARE SO DEAD.

OMG LOOK AT THIS ED HARDY WATCH!!




chio to the max lolol.
few hours time i can see me babyboy alr!
wheeeeeeeee ~!
daddy is moody cos he's sleepy. zzz.
kns.
lol.
dun care him.
im stil flu-ing, a bit only,
and coughing also a bit only.
recovering in progress!
thanks all for the love, ppl(: (:

shiet.
just measured.
i have fever:(
alamakkkk.
maybe i reali have swine or smth, and i'll turn into a pig tmr.
HAHAHA..


was all ready and set to go junior's training today,
but after meetin up with kame and meow,
i felt increasingly uneasy:(
and i stil dun wanna believe that im running a fever HAHAHA..


a whole load love was felt today,
meow got me ear piece!
pretty okay,, got diamond one HEE.
and blotter hahaha
i think she can read minds or smth.
dun caviar luh, u are too young for tt!


apparantly these 2 thinglings are psycho-ing me to skip sch on monday for a PFDS outing which the last one was?? i dun even rmb.
anyways just love u 2 like millions and today was reali great,
i jus wished i weren't all that sick,
so that i cld be hyper and maybe go for dance zz.
damnit.


i think daddydear is reali darn funny.
he sms-ed me, asked if i wanted to join them on an outing to kelong i think next next week or smth.
i asked kel but he din wanna go so i said no to daddy,
feeling damn bad cos we rarely get to spend time together.
i wrote: "sorry daddy, but i think im no going. thanks for asking i love you!"
and GUESS WHAT HE REPLIED.
super cute i swear!
:"HENG AH! save $200. HAHA"
wthhhhhh
i love me parents,
they are the greatest love on earth.


i stil wan a itouch:( okay la, ipod nano also can LOL.
someone buy me one!
impossible but i stil wanna whine!
heeeee.


anyways i also wanna say thanks to alot of ppl these days,
constantly being v concerned and showered me tonnes of care.
thank you all,
esp to

dlove,
bestie,
sharlesbo,
alicia,
kame,
meow,
clove,
sweetcandy,
pork,
may,
cockcock,
miah,
and of cos
me babyboy.
seriously he is darn funny.

he sms-ed almost everyone i was gonna meet in sch and asked them to acc me eat, make sure i am safe, see that i ate my medicine.

superb sweetness i swear.
infinite kay!
he even say he wanna buy me a sexydiamond tee jus to make me happier so that i can get well sooner HAHAHA
cute right!
thank u for everything my love.


yes yes.
seriously nothing beats seeing ur loved ones happy and jump up in joy.
i want u to always be so happy, kame.
enjoy ur concert!!! woooooooooo ~!


kay,
im feeling damn warm now, really.
howwww.
everyone shld jus move hse to ice berg for this period of time.
bestie said that the world's gonna end!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~!
i wanna travel first !
dun let me die w/o exploring the world!


maybe swine flu will mutate and everyone will become like resident evil,
just that they all look like pigs.
GROSs.
everyone jus secretly go buy shotgun k!
jus in case.


i think im typing alot these days,
good right!
hahaha..
got mood, i guess.
hate my proj, still.
and someone pls buy me bob if the happy meal have k!!!!
I WAN BOB HEHE.


dislike sickness cos i cant be hyper-.-
nb.

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why are you being so mean to me despite knowing the fact that im stil sick
and my condition has worsen?

hi ppl,
i think my flu is gone!!!
WHEEEEEEEEEE ~!
but few times i'm coughing like mad-.-
nb.
lol.
in school now, and wishing i am in the waters with my PFDS SOBS,
im experiencing mild contractions like mini headaches the whole of this morning:(
sian.
sooo,
won't be going for andee's class cos i might just die there,
using my lungs too much.
hahahaha
siao.

i cried in the bus yesterday.
a tweeny bit of madness there,
a little mental disorder hahaha but im fine now already.

babyboy is trying to make me happy and stuffs.
kudos to that.
*BIG KISS

k, i dunno wad to type already.
pimple, please dun grow okay!! amenn.
and tingen is crazy.
sending max's sleeping photos all around.
the world please stay sane!

lol get well soon my sweetcandy!
*hugs

im in class now,
feeling damn drowsy from the stupid medicine.
haha..
can i just go home slp:(

went to sch early to discuss our proj, omg i think it's reali chui can.
they are too ambitious,
seriously.

gavin brought his guitar and he strummed his way through his rusty strings,
i reali dunno what he was playing but
it's kinda nice(:




had been kinda sick these few days zzz
sars and swine flu lol.
thank u babyboy for taking care of me and accompanying me to school and stuffs.
thanks u for spending so much money on me ah
lol.
im gonna go find work soon alr
so ur wallet will be spared the torture soon.
lol kns

babyboy's going for the hh ig boot camp on sat!
i'm gonna miss u okay.
be strong!
and be dope(:
*hugs


cant wait to see my kame and meow thou,
haven seen them in forever!
haha..
sian,
my hair is damn flat okay.
nono,
the fringe is damn flat.
damnit.
hahaha..
howwww~

andddd i wanna braid my hair.
woah, thinking of it makes me shiok alr. hahaha..
i realised my hair is always kinda like the same thing
over and over again ~
lol
sooo
i wanna try smth vastly different before i go into the vicious cycle of work.

guys!
we need a group name! hahaha..
cant think of any. arghh

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kayy.
i think that nyp tchers are crazy.
damnit.
first, they tell you to do anything u want,
just think of anything creative,
dun think about whether u can do it or not.
they get the groups all excited and hallucinating of all the things that are way beyond them.
what can i say?
shuddup.
now,
obviously things are getting way beyond us and this stupid pj is obviously too crazy.
stil, everyone wants to go on.
doesn matter if 1/ 2 ppl in the grp is effin dope in programming or some shiet.
the whole grp will die together lol.
rightttttttttttttt.
say grp already rightttttttttttt.
den now, the crazy tcher lololololol
say us uh.
u guys, shld have researched and find out whether u can do it or not before venturing.
wtf? -.-
wadever happened to dun care if u can do it or not, jus think of ideasssss ~
ffffff u lolol.
i feel like im sitting in a plane,
jus waiting to crash.
bless me~!

yes yes.
im sick. dang.
not reali sick, sick, but yeah.
thanks babyboy for acc-ing me for the whole of today(:
reali appreciate it.

i think i'm starting to feel a lil drowsy
but i dun wanna go to bed yet.
it's just...
i dun feel like going to.

i wonder why.

watched the ramen girl and dead in 3 days just now,
the latter was bullcrap.
the ramen girl is rather nice,
i should say.
and i wanna finish watching handsome suit, c!
lolol.

thanks kame and alicia for constantly being there.
makes me feel a whole load better man.
love u 2 to the maxx.

i'm all alone, in my room.
i dun wanna slp,
and i dun wanna study for my test tmr.
just feel so restless.

oh ya, went for justin's open class ytd.
the choreography was great but i wasn't able to dance it out, i feel.
hmms.
when it was time to showcase i wasn't feeling all too good already.
the tummy area was just pure uneasy.
so thats the reason why one can't 'move alot' when having flu.
lol
and my dear kame is darn right lol.
but my dear..
i cant, not dance.
i don't know why either.
haha..
i know you love me(:

somehow, even thou the circle line has officially started,
i feel that singapore's transport system is getting from bad to worse.
everything is coming much slower these days.

and global warming is really, really bad.
i can like, totally perspire even thou i dun normally do when i dance lol
now im not moving an inch at home
and im perspiring-.-
what theeee.

omg son's going to ns in 13 days!
tell me fast or what?!
haha..
weird-ed out thou,
the reali reali close one of mine going to ns.
i wonder how it'll be like when babyboy goes in.
lol.

heys dlove, hope ur presentation went well!
and belly uuuu i wanna see ur cap! haha..

thanks bro for ur concern(:
nights ppl.



with alot of love,
me.