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Friday, October 30, 2009
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MY BABYBOY IS AWESOME!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009
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8.36am

and i detest bangalas on train and love texting kame in the morning.
bangalas are just taking everything away from us,
nevermind that they contribute to making great buildings,
they are taking up too much space in the mrt!
and men nowadays,
SHINGZ.
more kiasu than mr.kiasu, inconsiderate and full of shit.
lol.
i wanted to whine alot, but kinda lazy so, yep.
drop it.
ot yet again, yesterday.
and im eating american ginseng lol NO LINK.
i don't know wad to type alr no feel to blog.
bye!

oh ya, jia you babyboy!

Monday, October 26, 2009
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GOOD'S BIRTHDAY(:









8.38am

and i can smell myself today. NICE~
hahaha
im very tired today, think cos slept at 12 last night.
12 didn't seem to be so late in the past when i danced til 11.
i am so bored now.
it actually seems okay to come to work already,
just that the work's the same, zz.
i forgot what i wanted to say.
nb lol
fanglin is not at work today, sick, get wel soon k!
and wen wen is not here yet. weird.
haha
i've decided not to put so much concealer already just let it be uh
it doesn't really matter if i look chui, i think,
as long as i look like myself(:
lol

actually im kinda sad cos i cant go and watch babyboy's performance.
suckerrr\
he's always there for al of my performances and what not,
yet i cant be there for his first sgc performance.
I SUCK!
nevertheless, i know that he will do great and well irregardless of my presence there or not
okay the english structure bit weird.
WHO CARES! IM NT MOZART.
lol i know no link, but jus feel like saying that HAHAHA
wtf

wenwen cut bangs!
lol damn cute lah hahaha yes yes look like primary school girl can
BUT I LYKE~
damn cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
ok, over.

next.

aiya, i dunno wad to write alr luhh.
BYE.

Sunday, October 25, 2009
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Thursday, October 22, 2009
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8.49am

i was watching the shan and rozz show in clicknetwork.tv lol they invited ris low
haha BOOMZ. somehow i think that having a bad command in english is not that bad,
i think it's her who's weird, actually.
and i need more perfume:(
zzz should have sprayed more this morning!
lol i was walking towards the mrt station when i tried to 'smell' if i can smell myself.
I CAN'T LUH.
damn sad.
jus when this chinaman walked past me and i can smell him when i cannot smell myself.
ARGH NB.
not that he smells bad, he's got cologone okay,
chinaman LOL
sian balls.
he smell better than me SAD CASE.
besides the point, LOL.
feeling so zzz today i wanna go buy present for my brother
STUPID RAYMOND STOP PEEKING


hello babyboy jia you kk
u have a off day tmr!
cheer up k!
and ILY ILY ILY ILY:D

Wednesday, October 21, 2009
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8.48am

hi world.
and my right eye is swollen. sucks big time.
this morning in train was another zzz experience.
haha..
this uncle jus keeps stepping on my feet, like there's a magnet or smth
that attracts his feet to jus keep landing on mine.
and this stupid guy sitting on my left, keep dozing off and many near to falling on me instances throughout the journey. this woman on the right, no space, and busy reading newspaper.
i wish i had a watergun i'll just soak them all up or maybe i'll just fart a toxic present next time.
i am feeling so sleepy and yes, past 2 days was OT, OT and OT.
it seems to be never-ending.
i need some timeout, really.
time to just walk around and relax.
the only sad thing about this week is that i really want to go for the FB gathering but it's my brother's birthday.
if only a machine was invented to spilt me into half and i can go for both.
haha like that u'll all be able to see my cute intestines dragged behind me as i walk
DOPE.
somehow, my tummy is bad these days after the massive vomiting at tau huay the other day i think my talking tina is really screwed up bad.
this attachment is really making me sick.
sick as in really sick, sick. body sick.
my poor body i dote, my heart aches for it.
did i tell you al the other time i was watching movie at the cathay?
yes, halfway through my tummy was acting up and i literally vomited in the cinema yes,
HALFWAY THROUGH THE SHOW.
who ever vomits in the cinemas, man?
it's totally embarrassing! LOL

i think i need more love in my life.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009
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I WANNA MOTHAFUCKIN GO HOME

Thursday, October 15, 2009
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8.49am

morning!
and im rather tired this morning, didn't wanna wake up so early.
lol seems like im blogging almost EVERYDAY.
haha
but all boring posts zz.
nothing much going on in my life, actually.
ytd night was OT, yet again and dinner with wenwen at kfc.
long long time since i last ate,
aft the meal din feel so good, think oil + fizzy drinks = not for me.
and im wearing my new heels today YAY!
EVERYBODY WHATS KUNGFU FIGHTING ~ AH!
hahaha feeling damn chio, of cos, wearing this long lost dress i haven't worn since that time we went to genting OMG LOL.
so long! haha
talking about genting, that trip was dope!
travelling with friends is indeed hell loads of fun,
im gonna travel!
saving up.
hanging out with wenwen was fun.
24/7 non stop remix laughters.
i guess the only thing im not unhappy about this attachment is the new and wonderful bunch of friends that i have made throughout this entire time, ppl from tp, the full time staff and helena's friend lol!
i miss my boyyyyy haven't seen him for like forever already.
cant wait to see him later!
haha.
hello i have tonnes of work to do,
and why does working OT seem like a must-do?
we're VERY cheap labour already,
why torture us further?
i don't like their mentality,
just because you are staying late, doesn't mean everyone else ought to do the same.
besides, some of us don't even get OT pay for the 1st month.
i really can't act for nuts.
i know what the politically correct answer is, to every single question you post to me, it's just that i refuse to succumb to bootlicking just to save my ass.

i'm not that kinda girl you think i should be.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009
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8.49am

hello world.
im so so so so so so so tired today.
worked til 10.30pm last night, slept at 1am and woke up at 6.
dope much?
sometimes when u need that person shim just refuses to be there.
why struggle?
just let it go,
faster, get ur hands off the hot iron, it wun be burnt up as bad as compared to if u keep holding onto it.
anyways.
i wanna slp.
i wanna be in my bed now, curling up under the soft blanket in the cold air con and sleep until there's no tmr.
i dun wanna be here right now,
there's so many things to be done,
and there are just too much of a weird-ness in work that wears me out more than the things that i really need to do.
being a person- balanced person at work ain't easy.
being a bad person vs causing damage to urself.
i don't wanna do both. damn.

anyways im busy now.
and i love you, dapy.
cheer up.
*hugs

Tuesday, October 13, 2009
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8.57am

hi world,
gonna start work soon.
another day of loop, like wenwen said.
lol that stupid girl, she's jus damn funny, bth her.
im feeling okay today,
not so tired, hopefully nothing's gonna piss me off to ruin my day today
cos i rarely get to feel normal at work.
LOL
oh ya!
just now when i was taking the train, this indian man, OMG.
standing beside me, he kept digging his nose.
after few secs, he starting digging his eyes shiet.
argghh.
it's okay if u keep it to urself,
but he flicked it away, of cos not towards me or i would've murdered him already
but i think the poor guy sitting right in front of him might have went to school with his face full of shiet.
wells,
i wonder why he needs to flick his zzz all around, man,
it's not like it's some holy water
HAHA
holy shiet LOL.!
okay besides the point,
the indian ppl at my work place are so much more civilised.
amen.
im gonna have piles of work to do these few weeks so,
yepp.
okay i just forgot what i wanna type LOL.
maybe i've got nth i wanted to say.
OH I REMEMBER!!
HAHAHA.
LAME.

im so looking forward to NYP's musical!
SUPERB I SWEAR ITS GONNA BE(:







and i still love mebabyboyyyyyyyy.
he's the best,
ever.

Monday, October 12, 2009
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8.50am

and it's another morning at work.
it's the 7th week, 12th will be the end of my attachment here.
it sounds really near, though.
so near, the speed of time, scares me.
throughout my stay here i feel like i've been missing out alot,
alot in everything,
my fb, my friends lives, i think i missed out on myself too.
i feel so lost, now.
sitting in the middle of a junction, wondering,
just wondering,
where i am.
and which way i want to head towards.
weird.
not as though i've never felt this way before,
but it's just,
never as lost as now.
guide me.

people have alot of different takes on everything,
so much so that,
i think i may be wrong sometimes.
and still wondering, what's right?
nothing's that much of a right and wrong, really.
it's just how you perceive it to be, whether YOU, think it's right, or it's wrong.
it's all in you,
and it's all, your choices.
and what you choose to believe in.

negativity set in to me after attachment started,
prolly because i seemed to have lost touch with my usual world,
its far more depressing than it sounds, really.
and my body's not that fit as the past,
things are taking a toil on me,
easily screwing me up compared to last time.
i realised, i dun wanna be like that.
this,
is not me.
i am not like that.

i love me people.
i really do.
maybe i just need them to tell me that they love me too.

where art thou?

i miss the old times.
the good old times when i stayed out every night, late, for dance.
and never once felt tired and sad.
the good old times when me, d and sometimes kel,
went to have supper together and tau huay.
the good old times when highcuts rocked and went crazy,
the good old times when we all went out together to play L4D and C's crying to me in the middle of the night(not that its a great thing).
the good old times when i can still sms meow,
the good old times when u are so excited to see me,
the good old times when kame and i talked about everything that's bad of us,
the good old times when my yaya gathered for bestie's birthday,
the good old times when i had time with babyboy, the times when u piggyback me.
the good old times when me and pork went mad,
the good old times when i can meet alicia as and when i like,
and many many more that i haven't mentioned,
yes, i wanna poke shar's boobies too,
i miss you, you, you and you, if u know that i love you.
the good old times,
i want back in my life.
i need them,
i need all of you.
iloveyou really isn't that much of a casual remark,
i say it, cos i really do mean it,
it may seem like alot of you,
but each and everyone of you are unique to me,
i love all of you, in every little special way that's different from the others,
im sure you know it.
my 'i love you' ain't casual,
it was never so.

every single time i say it,
i say it from the bottom of my heart.

Friday, October 9, 2009
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASLINE DEAR(:
ILY ILY ILY AND YOU KNOW IT(:


hello im late for work cos of u haha!

Thursday, October 8, 2009
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2.29pm

hello this is random but i wanna rant.
this stupid fools.
haha.
okay, today, i have learnt the art of being 2-faced.
thanks to you, you, you, you, you, you, you, and you fucktards.
haha siao.
anyways, alot of people in this world does not know what is good for them.
they are too stupid to even realise some people actually care for them alot.
and things they do,
hurt these people.
not that they do not know that it will cause pain to the other person,
it's no more an excuse in my eyes.
it's more of like they dun even care about that person that it doesn occur to them what they do might hurt the other person.
get what i mean?
stop finding excuses to defend yourself when you know that you dun give a hoot about the other person.

can you just tell that person this, i'd suggest:
"hey fucktard, can you just fuck off from my life because i dun need you, your love and your concern in my life because i dun friggin' care about you, just delete me from your contacts and erase me from your memory so that i will not be able to hurt you because you're just too fucking retarded".

this will definitely help. serious.
just do it,
fucktards.


okay now i sound like kim.
WTH!

8.31am

morning world.
i'm feeling so tired today, did OT yesterday,
and having menses too.
My eyes can close any moment and i'll just fall into a deep, deep sleep.
okay,
i paused for a moment before typing that okay LOL.
my brain suddenly just shut down midway.
haha!

yesterday's ride home was superbly funny, seriously.
bth wenwen!
we just kept laughing in the cab and the uncle looks like he's in some serious business cos he had his lappy on the front seat and he just keep looking at it throughout the whole journey like he's on some secret mission or smth cos he was wearing some sort of bluetooth ear piece those kind.
haha!
and the uncle asked: "so still go straight?"
wenwen: "yes yes, turn straight"

TURN STRAIGHT!?!?
i laughed til my teeth almost fell off.
HAHAHA
that CEO.
so im gonna buy her a sports car for her birthday and she can drive it using her 2 fingers and park at lau pat sat's table to chop seats.
perfect.
kk inside joke la.
haha

this is the funny one,
and its all alicia's fault.
i was thinking of what to reply her sms,
and i was holding my pad and my panty, walking towards the kitchen to hang my panty and throw the pad.
i was deep in thought,
and i opened the dustbin.
i heard a low sound, thinking "how come my pad so heavy uh land so loud in the dustbin"
HELLO I THREW MY PANTY INTO THE DUSTBIN!!!!
wa lao ehhhhhhhhhhhh.
and its my pink panty luhhhh KAOS.

hahahaha besides the point,
some people really dun appreciate what's good for them
and some people really dun care about what they say is their close friends.
yeah,
what u call friends huh.
amen.
haha!

iloveiloveilove my babyboy!

Wednesday, October 7, 2009
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9.01am

morning world, yet again.
today is wednesday and i would like to whine about the train.
of course, it's squeezy as usual,
but more irritating people this time.
well, there was this guy he was standing beside me and trying to hold the pole,
he tried to put his bag on the floor, failed attempt,
he placed his bag ON MY FEET.
nb.
and he din even know i had to wiggle my feet out and stand into a even smaller space than i already have.
next, some other guy was farting throughout the whole train journey i had to cover my nose from like khatib to yck. i can totally faint and die from the toxic.
you know the previous guy who put his bag on my feet,
as soon as he got the chance to sit down,
he totally just dug his nose and his eye shiet.
uglier guys are even more refined than him.
amen.
and despite all this zzz in the train,
i believe the stupid train driver remembered to switch on the air con only when we were reaching toa payoh.
OMG LA SERIOUSLY.
it's like so jialat that we're packed like sardines and im smelling other people's farts already we're suffering all these in SAUNA MODE.
why pay train fares at all?

haha.
im so sleepy today and babyboy got pangseh by uncle ong LOL.
think im gonna OT tonight amen.

hey bestie,
cheer up.
be happy.


and im glad meow's still here with me.

off to work,
bye,
world.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009
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8.27am

morning world.
it's rainy day ~ ha le lu ya ~
i like last night.
and when everyone's gone,
he stays behind.
looking at him typing away on the computer,
looking at him making funny moves to the music,
looking at him all serious trying to pop,
looking at him snoring away on the mat,
lying on his back to get some of the warmth,
he is all that makes my life so wonderful.
he is my knight in shining armour(:

my eyes are not so bad already, thank god.
but still feeling kinda droppy.
yes, i mean my eyes, not boobies.
daddy is the bestttt.
he made me pasta today.
heh heh ~

and wen wen is looking chio today, wearing her blazer woohoo!

okay besides the point,
lol.
i really dunno wad to type man, so weird.
anyways,
i dreamt again last night, couldn't rmb what but it makes me so tired.
zz.
what is love,
i understand his to me.
what about urs?

where'd you go ~
i missed you so ~
seems like it's been forever
that you've been gone ~
please come back home....

Monday, October 5, 2009
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8.54am

i am talking to him on the phone now.
i miss him.
even though i keep seeing him these days i feel like he's not mine alone.
i miss him so much,
maybe i've kept him to myself so much these few years that i cannot stand it even when he deviates a little from me.
SO SELFISH LOL.
but -- i nv cause him any zzz okay!
i just emo myself LOL

i think people gets weaker as they grow older,
more fragile and more timid.
it's happening to me man.
zzz
now i have swollen eyes,
zzz tummy ache and zzz wrist ache at times.
and i cry easily.
why man.
my daddy said that it's like my heart is made up of glass.
it aches easily and when i start to cry,
i cannot stop.
so embarrasing!

haha..
i really want to rest,
i dun want to be here.
i think this attachment's making me so depressed my life's a turmoil now.
SAVE ME.
AMEN.

and -- nobody cares, truly.


--- you are there when everybody needs you.
but when you need somebody,
no one's there.
so sad, this world.
selfless - no more.

Sunday, October 4, 2009
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Friday, October 2, 2009
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8.44am

hello morning!
it's friday today, but i'm not feeling as excited as the past few fridays,
i'm not sure why either,
prolly because im too tired i guess.
did OT til 10.30 last night,
shagged out.
slept at 12 + and didn't want to wake up this morning.
but i still reached the office before 8. dope.
haha..
anyways,
I FORGOT TO BRING MY HP DAMNIT.
i've lost contact today !!!
cut off from the world lol,
okay, it's not as bad, i just can't call mybabyboy im so zz.
okay my tummy's hurting bad, but it still hasn't come yet.
RHYMES SEH LOL.
my eyes are swollen and my left wrist hurts:(
i was imagining my body falling to pieces like a clay figurine.
how would that image be like?
haha..
i wonder.

hello yesterday's dinner was good.
thank you jassy dear for coming down and accompany me eat dinner!
long time since i last saw you and im glad to see u ytd!
makes me a whole lot happier(:
and we had WOOD TUB RICE.
haha.. seems very interesting but wasn't that good, i feel.
and jas don't have tissue and she doesn't want to buy from the sad old man!
HAHAHA!
hopefully if you're gonna switch jobs everything will work out fine for you!
many many lovelovelove! (: (:

hello i can't wait for sushi
and i still love kelvinsohtofu dang hella loads!

KITTYKATS(:






oh ya i had a weird dream last night.
dreamt that i was gonna have a cat.
it had black fur but we shaved it off,
and the skin was brown.
shar shar i think ur babies are coming to visit me in my dreams LOL.
can u pls ask them not to I NEED MY SLP.
HAHAHA

Thursday, October 1, 2009
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8.49am

morning, and yet again.
the loop begins,
but today will be more busy.
testing testing and testing later.

i woke up today with perfectly fine eyes
but after bathing and stuffs my right eye became red,
bloodshot.
it's so random, think prolly i burst my blood vessel or something my poor eyes.
now my tummy's tumbling,
painful like a baby kicking me from inside,
but not that wonderful a thing,
it's more like a kind of undesirable pain that's telling you
a pool of blood wave is coming.
but not yet, i'll tell you when the wave sets in so that you can be prepared to see a godzilla walking around pissed.
haha

this morning was zzz in the train,
saw more inconsiderate people and yes,
still pissing me off like i'm nt pissed enough already,
this indian man stepped on my feet, (pS: WITH BOOTS)
this old man playing suduko, refusing to move in and leaving all the people stuck and squeezing around the entrance area,
this other indian man with the enormous bigpack trying to push me and make me fall,
this crazy lady who squeezed around the train when it's halfway through the journey.
alot of mad people in the train,
how i wish i wasn't one of the victims who have to be pushed and squeezed around.
i'd rather be in that situation in fb tee, bball shorts and my puma shoes.

it's the 5th week now and 12-5 = 7 more weeks to go.
im sure many people are counting down to it too.

i'm glad that c's still alive, thank god.

somehow,
i love my babyboy alot.
he's me mine myyyyyy.!!!
he's so unique, so special, so cute that he's just right for me,
for my entire life.
hello, 5 years of 20 years.
1 quad of my life spent with you.
now im gonna spend the rest of my life, with you.
i love you,
i love you,
and i love you.
til the day pigs can fly.