and yeap,
i din turn up for school today.
went to babyboy's pri sch gathering instead cos yongchie is going to army already.
lol suddenly everyone is just going to ns.
weird-ed but still, an inevitable part of life.

well,
suddenly i just feel like saying all these,
even though i might not be able to do all of those things that i want to but i just feel like saying it.

from tomorrow onwards:
i want to try to study at least 2 hours per 2 days.
i want to go on a diet and not eat anything after 8.30pm.
i want to try to sleep before 12 everyday, half an hour more to go!
i want to try to find a weekend job.
i want to try to spend more time with my family and friends.
i want to try to spend more time having quality dance practises.

thats all i want for now.
let's hope that i can keep up with all of this!

♥

okay, my last post before school officially starts.
damnit luh my eye bags look really bad in that pic with dear jassy.
haha..
haven't been sleeping much during the holidays so am having trouble going to bed now.
dangg.
now i really don't feel like going to school.
can i skip school tmr please?



anyways to my dear jassy:

i hope you're all normal now already, adjusting to all the changes that occured in your life recently.
you're the most cheerful girl i'd ever known,
always smiling and always seemingly without any worries.
this time i know you fell down and hurt yourself.
i'm glad i could be there and lend you a helping hand, a listening ear.
just so you know that you have all of us who care alot about you
and we'll always be there for you,
loving and caring for you no matter what.
i love you, jassy girl.
be strong, and be happy again.
be yourself once more(:

**updated


met suansuan for lunch just now at northpoint with babyboy and owee.
seeeeeeeeeeeeeeee his head!
no hair!!!
haha..
this's the first pic he took with botak!
with me wheeeeeeeeeee ~!
dun worry k boy, hair will grow v soon one hahaha!
so poor thing inside uh u.
*sayang
jia you okay!
loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeya(:





very randomly i wanna say my mummy is damn pretty lol
bye!

and i hate doing proj cos i dunno shit about it.

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went for a jog with alicia, good, babyboy and rocky around 10plus lol. it was a good run, made me feel much better after feeling so shitty for quite a period of time. thanks you all for being there(: watched csi with alicia (dunno why she's so obssessed about that show lol) and we did manicure and pedicure(: (: i love my alicia!!!!

we played monopoly lol using my lappy, damn shiok haha.. long time since i last touched that game but the application kind is reali fun lol cos i made all of them bankrupt!! HAHAHA..

went to have macs under alicia's house thereafter, right by the poolside. it's nice, you know, sitting beside the pool and slacking, it feels so relaxed. one thing i haven felt in such a long time.

sidenote: i'm feeling like shit

Hi all!
my hand is getting much better already, this photo was taken during fb camp,
now all the bandages have come off already and im using both my hands to type!
WOO~!
thanks to all who were concerned, i really appreciate it.
esp my c and d,
attending to me throughout the camp,
c helped me do my sleeping bag,
d helped me hold my things,
lol it'd been a long time since i played the role of a lil sister.
it felt kinda nice, really, like, they are worried about me and taking care of me.
super sweetness my c and d(: (:

of cos nt forgetting shar shar, who wanted to lend me her towel lol
im damn dumb luh
WHO FORGETS TO BRING TOWEL TO CAMP?!!?
lolol.
and thankssss a mil to dear daphne who finally lend me her towel.
love u k babe!
alot of ppl to mention, cant possibly write all so u know who u are k!
and u mean alot to me! (:
*hugs




lol thats the thing when u need to make up during camp and u are too short or the basin is just irritating.
you have to adopt the D's style of sexy booty making up technique.
HAHA!!




yesyes.
and there was the nightwalk.
wheeeeeeeeeee ~!
dd's super white(read this in chinese LOL k joking)
and we got damn bored along the way.
she and zul even fell aslp during the interval!
hahaha..
until 3am in the morning you know!
can u imagine how tired the seniors were?!?!?
hahaha..

lol it feels weird to be typing using my left hand, feeling completely handicap now hahaha
yes, im home, and im damn sad i cant go for dance much as i want to.
wasn't in my right mind the whole of today,
after thinking last night.
wasn't quite myself, i guess.
went to the kitchen to pour water.
that's when the lil accident happened.
i guess, this is just not such a good year for me.

i was trying to pour a drink for myself,
using a glass jug when the jug fell to the floor.
i was shocked for a moment, stunned thr.
i didn't drop it,
but it jus broke off itself, the handle and the body tore apart.

i went to get a broom to sweep the fragments when babyboy rushed over to ask if im okay.
lol he asked to look at my hand and found me bleeding lolol.
scared the hell outta him i think,
my poorboy, i love u k.

lol thr's a pic of the cut.
it was dang small, but my skin sort of spilt open and i could see my wrists' fats-.-
lol my wrist so small stil gt fats nb lol
wonder hw much fats i've gt on my other parts man hahaha



babyboy brought me to a doc and i was joking with kel saying that we shld jus save the money of seeing a doc n jus buy glue to paste it together lolol cos he was so worried that it reali looked as if he was the one who got cut. lol
so sweet isn't he?
im jus so fortunate to have him in my life.
mummy was super worried too,
i love the both of u so so much(:

lol the funny thing is tt the doc said tt there's 2 ways to do my hand,
1 is to stitch,
the other, is REALLY TO GLUE HAHAHA
when i heard tt i wanted to LOL man.
seriously.
the doc chose to glue my hand, n e bandaged it like that,
making me so embarrased cos i look like some retard who cut my wrist-.-

i wanted to go for dance so badly, i swear cos im jus learning how to bboy:(
babyboy's too worried to let me go, and the doc say i cant twist my wrist
so i cant do floorworkkkkkkkkkkkkk ffffffffffffffffffffff.
im sorry, babyboy, i know u are upset cos i insist on going to camp but i really, really want to go and i really want to be there. i love you, baby. u're the nicest to me i swear.



thanks zul, for being so concerned and understanding.
i really, really do appreciate it.

.

i have friends who love me,
and friends who hurt me.
it's more painful than the cut.
out of my life you go.
you don't deserve me.
because you don't care and you don't give a shit about me.

.

dang man. using left hand to type is zzz really.
i took like half an hour to type this-.-

i'm sitting outside the studio of RP's, waiting for babyboy to finish his practise.
haha.. we went to town jus now, met up wif sister and went tooooooooooooooooo
SEXY DIAMOND(: (:
wheeeeeeeee ~!
thou there weren't alot of things inside,
they said stocks will come in like weekly or bi-weekly heeee.
and im already thinking of wad i wanna buy hehe.
the accesories are more ex than the clothes luh kns lol.
and popper ben is really friendly!
lol..
aaron is really lame, i found out. haha.
sister bought a shirt for kel!!!
so shiok uh lol the colour combi looks alot like our seniors tee LOL
but it's still damn nice okay.
COS ITS FROM SEXY DIAMOND LOL.
anyways, we walked arnd, and after that came here and now im sitting here uh,
nothing better to do so just blog luh hahaha
and adam's reali jealous cos shar's nt here LOL

im listening to ' falling out' by keyshia cole,
seriously this song,
no matter how many times i hear it,
it's still damn nice.
feeeeeeeeeeelin'.
hahaha..

you know, i was browsing through the shoes cabinet and found out something!
I DUN HAVE YELLOW HEELS:(
lol lame but sian eh, sometimes wanna match cannot match.
SAD CASE.
anyways kame! i hope that the dress is shiok and no need to waste money buying a new one!
lol how come ur way of calling me is just banging ur head against my head?!?
HAHAHA damn retarded.
i was like, who is crazy luh, i browsing magazine den bang my head LOL
damn funny eh u.
anyways i suddenly recalled,
i saw jasmine before what! u intro for what LOL
rmb that time after city alive we went pubbing and stuffs?
LOL
u STM UH!
see i still remember lol not bad! hahaha
okay i damn sian alr see got games to play not lol
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

went to ps with bestie the other day lol
she looked damn pretty that day wanna take a pic of her also difficult-.-
kns
hahaha..
walked around aimlessly,
bought nothing and had a hearty talk at ajisen.
that was the nicest part(:




mummy is super random and damn sweet also i swear,
out of the blue she jus bought this cinderella beanie for me!!!
damn happy i tells u.
i always wanted to buy millions of em but think is a waste of money lol
and she bought it when i nv tell her bout me lovin beanies!
so sweet right!!!
she's the nicest mummy in the worlddddd.
love her to bits and pieces.