morning world.
i am feeling so sleepy okay, think i slept too late last night,
but still, it was before 12!
haha..
and the best part is i wore jie's flats and they are damaged LOL
my right feet keeps coming out zz feel so uncomfortable and i think i look super sloppy because of that!
SOBS.

ytd was our monthsary,
yes,
59 months anniversary(:
next month it's gonna be 5 years, love.
it's like so long, and not so long.
but we're still so in love with each other,
i really appreciate this affinity(:

well, we went to swensons, had salmon baked rice fries and ice cream,
full like whatttt only.
super funny seriously, cos i saw a girl beside our table show the waiter her student card,
den i kept bugging babyboy to ask the waiter because i thought that there was some student discount or something.
so he asked, and there was none.
HAHA
and then i realised
MAYBE THE GIRL SHOWED HER CARD COS HER BIRTHDAY HAHAHAHA
PAISEH TO THE MAX.
sorry baby.
LOL!
too auntie already.
haha!

we both bought each other a lava lamp YAY! (: (:
his is white and blue jelly and mine is pink stars!
NICE OKAY(: (:
lovin' it.

okay, i'm feeling very bloated these days,
it's like i have a child and my child is made up of air LOL
my face is still chui, don't ask.

kame, where are you?
how are you?
i miss you.

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and i just came back from lunch.
hello im so happy?
my babyboy and aloy came to find me just now!
hahaha and we went for lunch together.
IMA HAPPY GIRL OKAY(:
damn funny i was calling him, looking at my hp.
wen: ur bf?
me: yeahh (thought she asking if i was calling him)
i looked up and saw him, REAL LIFE STANDING THERE HAHAHA
woahhhhhhhhhhhh
happy okay!
i love him many many and
i love him lots lots!
MANY AND LONG TIME!
WOOHOO ~!

morning people.
im superbly early today can. not even 8am i reach already.
haha!
mad.
im wearing all nice today,
but my face just ruins it zz.
time of the month coming, and here comes my little army of pimply
THANKS AH.
and i look like shiettttt zzz.
i sleep darn early always, you know, but each time i wake up i wake up,
with a darker eye.
whats happening to me? :(
i dun like it like that, but im guessing the make up's just making it worse.
I HATE MAKE UP!

okay, now im feeling sleepy all over again dang.
must i like sleep at 7am so that i wun feel tired!??!?
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
DAMN LAHHHHHHHHHH.
feeling soooooooo frustrated haha!

happy monthsary baby!!!

and kittykats is love(:



I WANNA GO HOME:(

it's a rainy day.
the weather is amazing,
it just suddenly turns black along my way on the train to work,
and it just starts to rain.
i like nature,
its beauty of even the rain turning places dim and dark,
it's beautiful in its own way.
i hope that in the future my work place, at least i can be near the window,
overlooking at the people downstairs scurring along,
the blue and gorgeous sky, and everything thats beautiful about this world.
i'm thankful that i even have eyes(:

on a bad and not as disturbing as the past note:
why is it that you always do the things you don't do with me with other people?
i don't like you like that.
it stings, you know.
if you can do this,
don't act like all high class when you're with me.
it's annoying when i see you act like another kind when you're with other people.
haha..
some people are just weird-ed out, i guess.
i don't really care anyway,
i've seen worse so, just wanna whine(:
haha..

woah the 9pm show is really zzz,
bth hahaha
when one bad thing is solved the family will be happy for a little while before another bad thing comes again damn irritating lol!
and why the bf must die she forgive him alr!
sad case.
haha!
oh wells, that is life~? lol

anyway i dun like it when people read newspaper or books on the train if they cannot keep within their circle and keep their hands to themselves, damn irritating, i must say.
hello, the train is already so packed in the morning and you're wearing specs, why read in the moving vehicle and make ur eyes worse and other people zzz about you?
lol
i dun mind if u can stand still in one spot and read,
but dun keep disturbing other people when you need to do smth!
some people just dun have spatial awareness. amen.

i think im happier nowadays and i've a new friend from tp sitting beside me yay!
i still miss my wen wen thou. haha!

the best thing thats ever happened to me is you,
my love(:
my KELVINSOH!

hello morning everyone!
im so happy now BECAUSE IT'S FRIDAY!

woooooo ~
i love music luh.
lost touch with it somewhere along the way,
but thank you babyboy for lending me ur itouch,
im feeling SO ALIVE HAHA!
sitting here with music filling my head,
WOAH SHIOK.

okay,
i want a ipod.
itouch......
or
ip nano?
HMMMMS~

it's junior prac later,
good luck for ur exams guys!
haha..

d d d love,
cheer up k.
i dunno whats wrong but i hope u'll be happy.
LOVE YOU(:

i think i think i think i love mebabyboy TONNES.
random but YEAH.
long long time i'll love you(:

hahaha today i nv put foundation!
see if i can mask through the day without makeup!
WOAH DOPE ME.
hahahaha..
u cant imagine how shiok it is without makeup man,
every single day im just drowning in the makeup,
i dun like it at all!
but we have to :(
zzz.
went to sch ytd,
so happy,
to be back at the most familiar surroundings.

hello?
my dad's damn great lol
he MADE BURGERS FOR ME HAHAHAHA
siao.
SUAN HOW ARE U ALREADY!
i miss my kame, my alicia, my pork and my bestie(:

hello people.
it's 8 minutes to knocking off and here i am, typing away.
waiting for my other friends,
actually.
can't wait to go home.
haha..
anyways,
time really seems to pass very fast, isn't it?
my brother's all grown up now,
i'm here working, wearing formal clothes
and life just seems like how it should be.

it just seems to fit in perfectly.

it sounds just right and all normal, but i don't feel right sometimes.
it's like, too paved out,
everything is just the way it should be,
that i don't like it sometimes.

does that mean that my life will never be exciting?
does that mean that i have to follow this 'by right' path my whole life?
do i really really want that?
or do i want something else?
i always say that i do not know what i want,
but now, i want to have something that i want,
something that i will strive hard for, something that makes my life,
perfect in the most imperfect way(:

let's think hard.
and that's just the way i am(:

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anyways,
kittykats are hot out of oven and
WE'RE OFFICIALLY CALLED "DADDY'S GIRLS"!
15 sept is a special day because we got our name, pris thought of it!
ALL HAIL CHILLI PADIs

STAY AWAKE TO STAY ALIVE.

hello i am trying very hard to stay awake now,
thats why i've logged in here to keep myself awake by keeping my thoughts running and my fingers busy.
it's hell to want to do work but ur brain just keeps shutting itself down.
i tried to take a mint sweet,
i took out the case,
took out one sweet,
and
POOF!
my brain just shuts down again,
i was stone-ing with the sweet in my hand.
mad tired.

it's not that i slp late, you know,
it's like no matter how early i slp i keep dreaming,
and it's the WHOLE TIME IM SLEEPING, IM DREAMING.
how to even sleep?

my dream is like one entire movie processing,
i'd even wake up like it's normal and check the time,
'OOOh, not yet to wake up'.
can someone pls voodoo me and let me slp properly without dreaming.
AAHHHH ~

oh wells, ytd went to acc and take care of my poor babyboy.
injured and cant move too much,
my heart aches when i see him in pain:(

so when i woke up this morning my gum ached like no tmr.
took panadol and it's nt even the reason im feeling so drowsy.
someone just smack me in the back.

i think i wanna stay in office during lunch and slp LOL.
and i cant wait to see how its like with kittykats later!
MEOW~

morning morning..
feel kinda lethargic today,
not because i slept late last night,
but because i had diarrhoea and vomited last night:(
long time since i last vomited man,
damn disgusting okay!

and so random i tells u.
faints.
hahaha thanks babyboy for patting my back and buying me warm water,
thanks boon for buying me tissue and watching me vomit-.-
thanks good for making tea for me!
and thanks aloy for taking cab home LOL

feel much better already,
but still uneasy at the stomach.
argh.

the worse thing about work is that even thou all these happened to you,
you still need to wake up 6 in the morning and drag ur feet to work.
i so wanted to slp in like sch, even when i've got an insignificant cold i'll skip sch LOL.
school is SO MUCH BETTER KAY.
im so tired.
hopefully my boss will be nice today(:
not that bad luh, he seems nice everyday anyways.
hur hur ~

it's friday and im not as excited as last friday cos i cant do alot of things now that i feel like shit.
arghhhh.
sorry dori!! yet again:(

sometimes it'a okay to be so,
just don't let go(:

hello world,
yet again.
haha..
it's thursday today and the best thing about thursday,
is that tmr is friday.
LOL
i want today to end quickly!
maybe like NOW.
hehe.

hello babyboy!
have fun at ur first lesson k
dun wry too much u can do good(:
jia you k!
and dun keep boosting about ur new desktop
wait i keel u HEE.

and im worried about my suansuan:(
poor boy.
GET WELL SOON PLS
loveeee(:(:

i think my boss is nice. NICE(:
he reminds me of daddy!
hahaha
which is AWESOME.
thank god.
i just hope my work's good enough.

GOOD LUCK TO PPL WHO ARE GOING FOR DANCE CROWN!
JYJY(:

i feel like im missing out alot,
but my body is just too tired to do anything else
besides sleeping when i reach home everyday.
sorry loved ones,
and dance!

and my dark eye circles are not getting any better darn,
put the whole tube of concealer on my face la HAHAHA
sian.
super funny my lips swollen and red
but LOOKS NICE
like i just had lips fillers or smth LOL.
and my wisdom tooth is killing me!
AHLELUYA ~

hello world.
im sitting here, at my new place,
tired but not yawning.
i slept at 9.30 last night.
i'm so tired still.
dreamt the whole night.
AMEN PLS DUN TORTURE ME ALR CAN!

i hope today's work wun be so tough.
and i can't wait to see mebabyboy later.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DADDDYDEAR!

you are the greatest dad in the world.
and i'm not gonna buy you a cup and tell u that.
i'm telling you myself(:

okay and i still haven got him a present, HOW.
sorry dorriiii can't come!
but i still heart u HAHA!

someone please intro me to a TIME TRAVELLER!

hello world.
it's friday!
OMG friday ROCKS MY SOCKS.
cos tmr and sunday dun need work YAYYYYYYYYYYYY~

today might be the last day i'll be able to slack lol
next monday muz go another team already,
think gonna do java.

and they look very stern:(
so stress.
but i'll jia you ALRIGHT I CAN DO THIS.

hmmms, making up everyday is not as difficult as it seems,
i guess it's cos i nv put eyeliner also thats why at night easier to remove hehe.
SMART RIGHT.
but i still don't like make up.
hur hur ~
i think by the end of 3 months my face will zzz
and i'll become a fat cow cos everyday just sit here and eat snacks luh omg seriously.
by the time reach home whr got strength to exercise?
hahaha
say hello to the fat me in nov!
hahaha

anyways i think i've lost my sense of humor already.
feel like a robot these days.
i don't really like 9-5.
can 7-1 pls?
lol
like dream on.
zz

argh k i dunno wad im saying luh feel damn sleepy now.
and i miss meow!
i wonder how she's doing over there.
i hope everything's good!

okay i cant wait to see mebabyboy later.
CIAOZ.

even though it's 6 minutes to knocking off
i'm feeling more depressed than ever.
after learning cobol (this new [actually old] programming language) since the start of my attachment,
now i'm gonna have to go to another team next week and learn new things again.
i guess that's just how work life is like
but i sure ain't lovin' it.

getting more and more depressed as the days pass.
i really hope i can get through this.

i want to be able to get through it,
i'll try my best,
just hope the people here are merciful.

i miss my life.
if only i can just dance forever.

hello ppl im having attachment now thats why been MIA-ing.
god bless haha
BYEBYE CYBERWORLD

killllll me.
im dying already.
cant miss mybabyboy any more than now.
ARGH