` My Pink Lil World(:

Sunday, June 29, 2008

IM SO BORED RIGHT NOW!

zzzzz.

ipnet, dunno how to do.
one whole day of work.
shagggged.
sama to candy sweet love,
rest WELL!(:

so bored , fooled arnd wif webcam. HAHA!

oh ya, was discussing with great grand senior just now,
during my wedding he's gonna come and dance for us !
WOO !
and im gonna learn ballroom cos
i aint missin out on the fun of performing even
WHEN ITS MY OWN WEDDING WOO!

best !
i think is u more dun have time for me leh.
LOL.
i like keep dating u eh !

HAPPY 44TH MONTHSARY BABY DEAR LOVE! (:

spent the whole of sunday at baby dear's hse.
bad happening.
peri lil girl fell and hurt herself.
pls dun blame urself, sweet love.
babies needa fall to grow up(:
oh wells.
my lovely sis dear came ovr to drive us hm aft,
by pass macs and sin supper @ 12midnight LOLs!
watched transformers and slp.

monday morning , im in lab now lol.
KFC CANDY LOVE! (:
that freak nv go sch YET AGAIN.
i tells u if u nv get what i want i ain't marrying you love!
in train was funny. haha !
the smacking forehead game.
HOW OLD ARE U HUH?
lollll.
wuxi finger~ ~
hahaha !!
and the wuxi pi kong LOL!
madness it was with him,
thanks for walking me to sch.
i reali appreciate it.

oh ya i know what tatt i wanna get alr.

interested to know?

HAHAHA ASK ME ! :X

i wonder why u have to irritate me aft that mans.
why why why why why .
cant we just have the day happy,
perfect ?
WHY?
i feeeeeeel like dying.
no, i dun wish to talk about it.

Friday, June 27, 2008

thursday aft sch met baby dear boy @ causeway for wanted.
nice movie !
freshness al.
haha ...
interesting luhs.
GO WATCH !
aft tt took bus hm,
both of us fell ASLP and missed the stop. LOLLL wth.!
madness eh . haha !
had the tastiest sotong mummy dear's specialty cos its ma fav:X
aft tt was antm{intrigued by kame dear} and the contender.
woo ZIDOV !
aft that super KO-ed.
haha ..!
i seriously cane imagine what wil happen the day when baby dear boy goes to ns.
HMMMS.
anyways. i think time passes REAL fast can.
coming october it's our 4th anni.
1/5 of my lifetime til now spent with him.
most of my youth period spent on loving this boy of mine.
let the love go on,
5/5 of my lifetime(:
aishiteru.

today was madnessly tiring.
thanks miah for al the drinks u buy for me al the time.
thankie thankie(:
slacked arnd in the dance studio,
waiting for practise to come.
and here it was !
WOOOOOOOOOO.
madness, i tells u .
love today's choreo totally.
ilovefb(:

think my arms and thighs gonna break tmr.
LOL! working..... haisss.
save me from being the money slave !!!! AHHH !

my sweetCandyLove(:

hello kame.
im missing u(:
kil the recep!

meowmeow.
random ah u . suntan al.
I MISS U EY.

i dun like it.
are u trying?
u aren't even acting ur part.
isit revenge? i dunno, i cant tel.
i thought eveything's true. and maybe it is and im jus thinking too much.
i feel weird.
why are u doing this to me?
are u acting?
or are u reali treating me this way?
i feel so uncomfortable.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

hi all !
tuesday was random day.

haha !

met baby dear boy @ yishun for dinner,

walked arnd,

went starbucks to chill.

saw daryl. hi! (:

coincidence la.

SG IS SMALL.

saw djingga and rafee.

al they evr talk about is dance.

HAHA !

bought slippers cos the darn one BROKE!

-.-

got a headband for lil peri too(:

random he was,

aft al the talk bout dance he requested to dance at hm.

okays den.

LOL.!

rch hm, blast music, dance dance dance.

den tv, slack, cool off, shower.

omg la both of us ate maggi mee at 12+ OMG.

fatness.

today was SUPER TIRED.

happy birthday nikey!

lolls.

bringing him on his birthday , for a walk . to find a mate.

WEIRDED.

but ohwells.

hope u had fun sweet candy love! haha !

thanks di for the treat aightt(:

and i was the only 1 who went for c++ lec. SO DAMN GUAI LOLS.

met bestie aft,

subway @ amk hub.

WOO!

pickles. the new love.

HAHA ! bestie bestie !

the CHIO GEEK.

heh heh ~ thats what dawned on me 1 morning i was plucking my brows that

she's a chio geek. yesss.
RANDOM-NESS.

haha!

and martians ! they gonna make her their queen

and she's gonna giv birth to tonnes of baby martians. jus eat and giv birth everyday.

HAHA !

the martians gonna bring her food every single moment.

MARTIANS EAT MARS BAR.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

best theory evr.

madness it was with bestie.

totally combed the whole of amk central for her mini perfume that doesn exist. LOL!

bubbled tea and we're FAT NOW.

alamak.

gambate best !!! finish ur hmwrk and projs u can do it!

JIA YOU! (:

im so bored now. i dun wanna study for test:(

ive got no no no so no mood to do it. zzz.

and i stil hate posers.

and i love my chachaneh jay boy(:

dear kame love,

everything might b gg wrong,

so so so wrong.

u gotta stay strong.

maybe pray?

my gorgeous dear u cannot stay angry too long okayy.

everything will be fine aft a good night's slp.

aft my love.

it'll al go away by tmr.

be happy!

iloveu(:

and yesss, pics galore....

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

MUST WATCH !

CLICKKKK(:

CLICKKK(:

Monday, June 23, 2008

oh yess.
UPDATES ! (:

sat went ovr to bestie's house to chill.
after such a long time,
i missed ya !
chat chat chat.....
WOOO !
guess been a long time since i last went ur hse,
since we last chatted.
and chatted.
really.
i miss it.
and i'm happy we're at it again.
lets not get us lost again.
iloveu.
and u're NOT fat i tell u.
diet somemore u aneroxic alr ah I TELLS U .
u damn skinny alr now.
HAIYOOO.
and yes as usual,
cam-whore with mei.. LOL
hvn upload pics as of yett so.
relax first. LOL!

here goessss.....

aft tt met baby dear at paragon,
crumpler is reali damn ex la madnesss.!
sweeeetness,
love treated me to suki sushi!
WOO !
thank u !!!! (: heee...
aft tt went ovr to find candy sweet love @ cine.
yes dear,
pls dun starve urself okok. EATO !
i wanted to buy breezer, but, no bottle opener!
haha ..
hope u had fun wif jor tt day anyways.
jus hope u'll be happy.(:

yess. saw siaotong @ cine too. hi babe!
to both u and esther: jiayou aightt. study hard! (:

sunday ,
went ovr to baby dear's place.
chill, tv, eat, chatted.
now i have TONS of puma.
hoooodilicious.
WOOOOOOOOOT!
da jie drove us back
congrats ! being featured in newspaper is a great recognition(:

went home, slacked arnd and dreaded sch e next day,
we talked.
it was the bestest evr, really.
and it suddenly dawned on me that
al these while, al the future i wanted him to reach,
to achieve,
was bcos of my own insecurity.
im directionless, lost.
thats why i needed to pin my hopes on him,
need him to do everything that i couldn.
and to guide me along.
jiayoulove.

monday, which is today, is shit.
nth to say bout today LOL.!

candy sweet love,
hang in thr pls.
it's difficult, it sure is
but we're both in this together.
dun give up.
try , try try try until u cannot try no more.
but no matter what,
i promise to support ur every decision made.
i'll be here.
cheer up k .
and treasure ur health, girl.
loveya.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR NANA ! (:

thurs was work AGAIN
but dressed up glam glam wheeeee ~
but having damn FLU!!
zzz.
couldnt wait for work to finish totally
and took a bus to cine.
meet sweet candy love,
waited for her to clsoe shop
someone hur hur,
num uh !!! :X
muahahaha ~!

k dropped by,
den off we went to meet miah for k !(:
long LONG time since i last went.
woooooot !
but the damn flu ,
i think i sounded reali weird.
so might as wel play the part
and i sang
AH DU'S SONGS.
muahahahah !!
oh well.s

we did sang ALOT of old songs,
funnily funny thou:X
and miah brought ALOT of tissues for me.
HAHAHA !
he left at 1+ ,
and aft tt both us girls went kee siao.
HAHAHA ! {inside joke}

indeed,
had GREAT FUN.
happy luhs happy.
hoho !
i hope this sweet vibes did cheer u up love !
we both have the same prob.
lets hang in thr together !
iloveu okayy. (:

fri was dying cos of the damn flu nb.
totally opp of the glam glam me on thurs.
HAHA !
wa lao ehhh/
oh wells.
waited and waited and kame came !
yessss. (:
my long awaited sweetness.
b`itch b`itch b`itch
den took alot of really SPAS and WEIRD photos.
HAHAHA !
u'll die seeing the pics
i TELLS U.
heh heh ~
kame and i , darn funny.
the moment we meet,
it's always talks about killin and how poor we are.
but we NEVER GET BORED righttt !
damn funny.
hahahaha !!!
anyways. I LOVE U GIRL(:
still need me to kill the recep for ya?

oh ya, pics wil come later aightt im using desktop now(:
ciaoz!

Thursday, June 19, 2008

loll.
some ppl are jus irritating.
me: "hi, welcome"
bitach: ignore*
fcuk u la okay.
nt lik i so wanna do it,
just that u're lucky its my friggin job to do so .
AIGHTTT.
so what if u're a customer.
HUR? HUR?
i'll kick YO ASSS.

baby dear decided to pon sch and come acc me.
dunno shld i say THANK U LOVE U
or
WA LAO EH PON AGAIN!?!
lolll.
ironic.
oh yes.
we took ALOT of retarded photos using da webcam. LOLLL.
anyways,
thank u dearie for buying me waffle,
accusing me again LOL.
and for acc-ing me al day.
i love u .
stil do (:

aft that came sister,
met silent(HE WAS LATE NB)
and off we went for incredible hulk @ amk hub.
INDEED incredible.
he/it never seems to get hurt/ die-.-
stupid right,
but the show's like that. LOL.
typical, actually.
but scenes good.(:

home-ed aft.
SHAGG.
and im seeing SWEET CANDY LOVE LATER WHEEEEEEE !
cant wait.
haha !

and morning received a wonderful sms
kame's gonna come for me tmr!
*HAPPY(:

i dunno wad happen alr la.
and yes,
working now.
zzz.
flu flu:(

oright.
enough suspense.
view me pics ! .....

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

OKAY.
i saw a pair of flats $25.90.
yellow!
should i buy ?

SHOULD I ?
SHOULD I ?
SHOULD I?

ytd at work was SIAN-ness.
LOL!
chatted alot with regina al,
wheeeeeee ~
links al arnd the world,
what can i say?
SG IS JUST SO DOPE-LY SMALL.
hahahahahha !!

watched 2 dvds,
ps i love you and playboy cops.
not bad, ps i love you is NICE LA.
wa lao eh .
producers should stop producing flims tt make ppl crY. LOL!
i stil prefer HORROR AND GORE.(:

into starvation again til dear alicia came.
to acc me YAY! (:
went out to buy food tog,
ate,
youtube al
den 1 customer: "i heard u guys talking bout oschool, u guys learning dance there?"
me: "nope"
she: "ooo~ den how come u guys talking bout osch?"
me: "its a rather big thingy now, i guess? (:"
turns out she's from nyp?
graduated long ago and dances with gin sometimes.
TELL ME THE WORLD IS NOT SMALL LA.

oh wells.
THANKIE ALICIA(:
LOVEULOVEU!
heeee ~
aft that was stella and home.
wornnn out.
date peeps for kbox on thurs
CANT WAIT(:
and fri is kame? (:
i cant seem to get enough of my dearKAME!
WOOOOT !

best u hvn come back from bbq?
i sent u an email, go see !
got ppl wanna swap ur stuffs i think. (:

sweetCandy dear pls cheer up hokayyy.
road is stil long ahead.
BIG HUG*

to mariagirl:
live for urself.
dun feel guilty.
happiness is what matters.
life is too short to be what someone wants u to be.
be urself.
be who u are.
be who u wanna be.

to jas:
thanks girl.
thanks for being so concerned.
reali appreciate it.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

ahhhh,
my SON.
wheeeeee ~
no la siao.
BUT CUTE RIGHT.
my lovey dovey dipsy cutesy.
wooooooooo ~

oh ya,
KAME !
dun angry la.
kill the recep!
find her address i help u burn her house down.
HEH HEH ~

anyways, working now yess.
feel so fb now.

CIAOZ!

Monday, June 16, 2008

rite now,
im not happy.
not not happy as in angry,
im jus feeling upset.
i don't know.
how do i explain it?
how do i explain to you?
point is do i even need to do that?
and after i do that,
am i happy?
i don't think i will be.
i tried.
i tried telling you how it's like.
how it's normally like.
but u dun wanna listen.
u dun wanna take it in.
its either im wrong, im sorry or we're both mad at each other.
why is it like that?
why don't i have a choice?
i've given in.
wed, wanna zouk.
u weren't enthu, jor cancelled it.
tues, wanna prata, u dun wan, cos buay song.
i reali dun mind..
then i make plans,
u're unhappy.
i chose not to go .
not that i had to becos u were unhappy.
but fact is;
i chose not to go.
i chose not to make u upset.
i chose to be the one who is.
choose.
choosing.
chose.
how many times have i chose and went down the wrong path.
how many times have i chose smth not becos of me, but u.
nyp,
IT,
fb.
al and al, becos of u.
i cant blame u, cos I chose it.
i chose my own path.
i dunno whats the point of writing al these, seriously.
i jus wanna pen my feelings down somewhr cos i've no one to talk to.
it reali doesn mean anything here.
i'll just,
choose to let it go away.
soon, it will.
love all(: no worries aight.

Us @ Made With Love 140608

my first ever cupcake!

swiss rolls filled with lurrrve(:

the lil cafe in da shop

baby dear boyy.

yours truly {sounds like candy dear:X}

made with love,

a shop kinda like art friend?

i like it there thou,

food not tt ex and al,

aiya,

just like it there la.

nice place! (:

okays.
dead for few days now back and happening! :X

last week,
wed-fri was fb camp yo.
DOPE CAMP.
haha !
had great fun, widen social circle,
exposed to different dance genres.
yesss i like reggae:X

wheeeee ~

there are really alot of great dancers man.
i feel like NOOB.
haha !
but oh wells.
im sure i'll improve as time goes by aightt.
gambate-neh !

but the sucky part of the camp was YES. THE PT.
damnit.
ran 4 rounds,
after dunno how long of i nv exercise days.
push ups, crunches.
boy am i unfit.
the weird thing was i perspired liki nv did b4.
OMG.
i was letting water out like a tap, literally.
aightttt.
oh ya! and the nightwalk.
i LOVE IT.
haha!
grouped with xuan and 2 other guys.
i felt like a man la!-.-
girls rule!

camp was dope.
seriously.
dance=love.
(:

fri back from camp,
supposingly gonna go malaysia but JAM !!!
went chinatown with daddy mummy and baby dear instead.
FOOD galore.
went bac home,
sex and the city{my new love}
and KO. :X

sat.... hmms. let me think.
i think i slept til 3pm ?
HAHA !
oh yes.
cabbed to baby dear's house to pick some things up
and cabbed to oschool.
acc baby dear boy to his hip hop class.
not bad huh someone! :X

oh ya, saw edison there,
learning house eh someone! haha !
wanna become master huh :X
LOL.
and yess dear farah & helena.
dancedancepassionlove! (:

and coincidentally,
saw collin and melvin. LOL.!
i tel u ,
the world is just damn small can.
HAHA !
collin knows helena .
hmmms.

anyways,
seniors pls jia you for KO night!
GAMBATE aightttttt !

hmms, sunday was work.
starvationnnn~
LOL.
cleaned up the shop and came babydear at 7pm.
FOOD!
hahahahha! :X
aft that was whampoa with daddy and mummy,
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY MY CUTEST DADDY DEAR!(:
I LOVE YOU SO.!

heeeee.
dropped baby dear off and back home.
KO-ed soon after.

and now....
back at work.
damn sian.
HAHAHAHA ! :X
but nvm ! hang in thr !
kame u tooooo!!!
$_$

oh yeah,
happy advance bday josephine,
got to know thru bestie.(:

i miss u .
in fact,
i miss us.

070907 - nites pink .. I'm missing u !
090907 - Knowing hundred of people a year is not a miracle but the Miracle is to have a person like u who stands by me for a hundred reasons.. =) Good nite pink !
031107 - u rlly calm me down always .. u're so impt to me .. I love u pink ! yea i noe .. But u always help :D
091107 - HAHA! ya glad tt i din die .. N i don't think i'll die young :x Hahaha ! Big big big hug .. u're e best thing that ever happen to me ! :D
261107 - guess we just misunderstood each other .. yups .. I love u n need u .. N its not tt i don't wanna go out wit u , its juz abit hard for me to cfm noe .. (:
011207 - ok .. thx ! Ya lor .. me too man ! I can't get to slp .. Damn .. Miss u la ! Can see u fr sun to wed .. Hahaha ..
061207 - yo pink . Still dancing ? I'm missing u ..
061207 - lols .. hmm .. like tt need take mc again ? Hahah .. don't go lor .. then can find me early .. Hahaha .. I'm missing u la ..
061207 - lol ! ooo .. hmm .. I wan tmr to come lea .. get it over wit .. haha .. I'm so gonna miss u ..
081207 - yea me too .. but abit stupid to be cryin rite ? haha .. i'm so gonna miss u .
081207 - lol .. ok ! I find luo zhi xiang for u .. haha ..
081207 - pink, i reach taiwan alr.We don't get to slp til tonight! Zzz .. Then nv brush teeth sia. Lol. Now otw to to a tour place. Miss u tonnes ! Love love !
091207 - Morning pink ! Have to wake freakin early!The travellin time is killin! Got 1 not bad lookin but like v young. Sian half. I'm missin u ! Love , blue
101207 - Hahaha. Morning pink! The weather is chilly here. Raining over thr?Today gonna sit bus for 3hr plus sia. Then need take train later. Miss u big time ! Loves .
151207 - lol i just finish reading it. what can i say .. i love u la ! mean it (: kinda emo now, think go slp better. nights pink!lets hang out tmr/sun k?
151207 - mornin pink ! i'm missin u ! :D
151207 - huh ?! U're still going for dance ?! omg. how're u gonna dance in tis condition? see doc alr? kel's wit u?
181207 - Sian .. Suddenly v emo . I hate it when it gets dark :( nites pink .. i'm missing u .. Loves !
191207 - good . Slp more .. Hahaha .. nights ! ok .. love love u! Rest well pls .. Praying for u to get well soon !
201207 - omg .. don't cry k .. got me .. Sayang .. I noe e feelin .. but i'm here for u k :)
211207 - haha ! fr e rate tt i'm eatin .. Soon fatty la .. muahaha .. hmm .. i had fun too .. Great to c u again .. ask me out k ! Love u ..
251207 - lols .. apologize for wad ! Aiyo .. i din .. don't worry .. I enjoyed myself :) i'll c u tmr .. love u! Rest early !
020108 - suddenly miss u so much .. Haha .. Nites pink .. Rest well .. don't overwork urself .. loves ..
030108 - Mornin pink .. Are u ok ? Don't stress k .. have fun everyday n look on e bright side .. Tell me if anything botherin u .. loves ..
100108 - yo pink .. don't tire urself out .. rest well n drink lots of water .. love u ..
200108 - morning pink .. Good luck for ur com !! I'm missing u .. But our schedule always crash :( lets go shop soon! N our shoes! love u !
270108 - :D i'm not good wit words .. but I LOVE U !! rest well alright .. can't wait to see u soon !
290108 - omg ! Rest !! don't think too much pls! drink water n don't eat heaty food ! Its ok. even if u din contact me, i noe u're bz. Np!no srys! Pls rest well or else how r u gonna shop?! N cny's approachin .
020308 - take care bestie! I'm missin u alr la :( leave some time for me k !! enjoy urself ! :D LOVE U!
040408 - The money its ok , ITS FOR U MAN !! If its others, no way!! N I can stay home .. Hahaha :D LOVE U FOREVER AND EVER.!
200408 - Thank pink. Not necessary to be formal right! Loves!! help me tel kel, sry! I forgot bout e veg thing. gomenasai!!
240408 - lol .. I ko after removing make up .. Are u dying in sch? I LOVE U!
240408 - thanks pink .. For all tt u've done .. Rlly appreciate it .. both worn out uh .. Hahaha .. i'm going to bed alr .. Good night .. I LOVE U!
130508 - ok .. Don't stress urself out ! I love u ok!
170508 - Good night bestie . I love u!

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

today was great.
caught kungfu panda @ amk hub with mummy, good, baby, babydear & alicia.
master wu gui ~ ~
thanks for the gift love! (:
of cos i love the necklance:X
parted wif alicia and met daddy dear for dinner.
family is lurrve.
dropped babydear and baby den off i went to kame's.
LOL.
chat chat chat chat chat chat chat.
no tmr.
and i wish it weren't that late.
and i wish that i dun have camp later,
so that we can chat til wee hours.
that freak self-proclaim off la!
assss~
im gonna slp in sch for the next few days i'll miss my dear COMFY BED.
yes i love u kame,
we can talk like water i think ,
talk lik no strangers ,
talk like our hearts are bared.
i love the connection b/w us, really.
and im not gay.
LOL.
omg.
money, indeed.
is a love and hate relationship.
i want it so so so much.
but i hate it equally.
but oh wells.
menses is killing me so,
i wanna rip my womb off my body!!!!!

oh yes, miah do have fun !
and come back to sg in one whole piece. haha ! :X

meow meow u sure missed alot! :X heh heh ~

ciaoz ppl.
gonna miss blogging for the next few days!

LOVE!(:

Monday, June 9, 2008

sunday night was on the phone with candy dear baby,
talked like there's no tmr.
for the first time we chatted
and everything's so natural that i love it(:

woke up at 2.30pm this morning,
weird cos i din reali go to bed that late the night before,
but oh wells.
maybe my lil poor body is way worn out than i realised. :x
decided to look for sex and the city drama series on the net,
scanned thru half of the 1st season til around 7+ before i went to have my beauty shower.

wheeeeeeee ~

am over at baby dear's house right now,
and it's some romantic food and wine(:
shiraz cabernet 2003
anyway,
i seriously prefer wine than liquer,
like by quite alot,
it's healthier anyway.
hoho ~

maybe i should reali go widen my knowledge bout wine
cos that day at vivo,
right girls...
LOL!
so weird to go into a shop,
wanting to buy something
but not knowing anything about it.
damn ~
i dun like that feeling .
let's see how long this will last.
haha !

and yes i totally cant wait for tmr,
movie with dear alicia and cosy dinner over at kame's!

is it all about us?
or do i want it to be al about me?

ciaoz.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER MEINU! (: