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Credits

SHYAN the bestie

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

i think i like green.
thats reali al besides the point.
the way i feel right now,jus so out of place.
when u're unhappy u feel s thou u're suffocating lik someone's compressing ur lil heart.
and my heart's almost exploding. if it goes WHAM, blood gushes out.that al.

i dun lik to quarrell.nvr liked it.
i dun like it i dun i dun i dun.

every lil thing that used to be,nvr again.
wann know why girls love fairy tales?
love to chase episodes of love stories, goong,al that?
cos girls are dumb. {no offence,thou}

sub-consciously,girls always think that someday,this sequel wil happen to me,
someday that stupid prince charming wil come.
maybe someday my mum wil tel me im a princess for god's sake!
fcuk that.

thats seriously nth more den jus a dream.
maybe worse den that.jus pure day dreaming.
wake up,girls!

i love those flims too,dumb as i am.
askin evryone else to wake up but at the same time deluding myself.dumb.
i used to think that fairytales exist.
that i wil meet prince charming.
yes, i did. met. him.
it was so sweet, u know?
how come aft 3years of courtship,maybe none of that,
u arent as sensitive anymore?
maybe u are, yes, but none of that is towards my feelings.
how come, that beautiful,sweet prince charming of mine,
is now more sensitive to my faults den of my beauty?

how come, u are now, looking so deep down into my flaws?

u know smth, i love lil things tt i wan u to do for me?
things i do for u instead,bcos i wan u to do the same?
u nvr knew.

notes, i wrote to u,passed to you in the world's sweetest way,
boards i did for you,cutting newspapers and complimenting you in the nicest ways,
seashells,i collected for u,gave u thou i find em reali pretty,
pictures i conjured up in the com,

the book,u nvr returned,writing.
notes,seashell,al left on the table,untouched.
board,buried in ur cupboard.

dun u evr wonder why u dun get em anymore?
maybe u din even notice the effort i put in to mk em,
or mayb dey dun reali mean much of a thing to you,do they?

i dunno.fcuk it man,heart,ached.

zz.damn emo can. no worries ppl,im cool.

just a few days bac i tot bout kor.
how come one person can forget about the other just like that?
completely,as thou one nvr did exist in the other's whole life?
how can u forget me,jus like that?

forget about forgetting.
why?
how can u turn away when u saw me?
how can u pretend that u dun know me?
how can u ?
how can u pretend like that?
how can u hurt me lik that?

i've lost count of the days i spent looking for you.
years,they add up to.
do u even know?
yes u do.u ignored others plea to let me contact u.
mayb i was the one avoiding that fcuking fact.
i found excuses for you.
i tot maybe wad they al said are lies,
maybe none of em are true,
mayb no one reali found you.
mayb i reali couldn find you.

least thats al so much better den to face the fact that you dun wan me anymore.

u hav so abandoned me.