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SHYAN the bestie
Saturday, July 12, 2008
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my ulcer's hurting right now.i added salt to it just now.fressssh raw skin.oooooooo ~it's hurting so bad,but its nothing.its not even half the hurt i went thru these 2 days.thurs was proj.i tried my best, did al that i could do,do al that i nv did b4,do although i dunno how to,wrecked my brains out.i suck at programming.but i tried.my best.my very , very best.and it wasn't enough.and he had to push me to the edge,telling me everything was wrong.and jus refuse to look at my best.im telling, sequence diagram doesn help. its killing me.it doesn fucking help anything.okay.and that wasn't enough.my best wasn't enough.wasn't good enough is one thing, if wasnt good enough, at least u acknowledged my work,i'll be more den grateful.no u din.not at all.my work's worthless to u.my work's jus a piece of shiet.my effort and my best,was crap.bloody crap.u had to,u had to make me cry.i hate u.and i say HATE.just now was even better.daddy and mummy got crazy.started to say me, why i dun wanna go learn car al .WHAT THE FUCK IS UR PROB ANYWAY.im using mY MONEY.not yours.i dun like my clothes alr,i wanna give it away, SO WHAT?WHATS WRONG WIF THAT?WHAT'S THE BIG FUCKING DEAL ABOUT THAT?everyone's just freaking trying to put me down.everyone's just wanna fucking make my tears roll.why ?what did i do to deserve this?karma .karma , teacher . KARMA .whiskey's my friend tonight.oh ya, suddenly rmb smth LOL.my dear u,i dunno wassup wif yamaybe its the workload/ smthbut i tried to help,i suggested tonnes.and u said no to everything.so,if u wanna do it urself,dun complain.dun show me ur fucking attitude.knn okay.its not that im good to step on i tell u.its GOOD for u that im fucking keeping my mouth shutcos u dun know me.seriously.we wun fucking be friends anymore if i flare up.im warning u .its not funny.dun fucking think that only u have a temper.im only giving u ur bloody face right now.