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Friday, August 29, 2008

FOOLS OF FRIENDSHIP

everything is so upsetting right nw.
im not sure if it's i/we got kicked out of TechniQues.
why?
cos we refused to participate in Dhool wif 4 Dee Krew.
i know we're wrong in giving up,
but wad he just did, is hurting.
and depressing.
wad he jus sms-ed me,
depicts the end of a friendship.
and it's that of a much treasured one.
initially we were sick of it already,
and we got the wilcards bullshit.

why did we ever join in the 1st place?
it was because of him.
why did we willingly go thru so much suffering,
travel so far for prac,
pay for the costumes,
spray our shoes,
sleepless nights to fix the costumes,
it was,
all for him.
because we were friends.
because we wanted to help him.
wad did we get?
my friends al came down to see us lose,
everyone voted and bombed their hp bills for us.
and we din get in.
nvm, it's al good.
we dun mind.

then came the wilcards.
we did not want to dance anymore already.
we wun get in anyway,
the indians wun appreciate our dance anyway,
nobody will be coming anyway.
he said that THEY reali want it.
he says that he dun wanna dance too,
but THEY want it.
we said okay,
unwillingly.

we were so unhappy then,
THEY said,
"if u guys don't want, we wun force u guys."
we say dun want then.

then he msg us,
saying that we shouldn't be so selfish.
because THEY want it.
and he discussed it wif big guy already and big guy wants to help us.
so we gave up being selfish and suffered ourselves.
he said that he worked everything out already.
i was sick on wed.
feel terrible on thurs.
felt like vommiting when dancing.
hung in thr.
but little progress was made,
we din even learn half of the song.
and he din even choreo half of the song.

and what was it u said previously?
that he worked everything out already?
liar.
we gave in,
gave in and gave in.
initially u guys said we have a choice,
but did we reali ?
no we din.
we were forced to join.
we were forced to participate because of u.
maybe i shouldn't blame u bcos we chose to help u.

this morning we cldn't take it anymore.
and totally not possible to learn everything by today and produce great stuff on sunday.
CONFIRM cannot.
that time we put in so much effort to practise alr,
but what happened in the end?
i gave my full out i gave my best.
but they cocked up.
screwed everything up.
wad makes u think that 2 days of 3-hr practises can surpass this?
no way.
we jus gonna look like fools on stage.
we wun be able to catch it and we wun be able to deliver.
and we're not happy dancing.
so we decided nt to participate.

i can say i feel reali guilty and sorry.
im an A HOLE for disappointing u guys.
u know why i refuse to reply sms-es and pick up phone calls?
bcos u guys will make sure that we join.
despite whether we're happy/nt,
in total disregard of our feelings.
im sure that'll happen.
thats why i dun wanna listen to it no more,im sorry.

but ur last sms,
hurt,
sting,
stabbed like hell.

u said that i/we're not in TechniQues anymore.
we're not BLOODY EFFIN FIT TO CALL OURSELVES MEMBERS OF TECH.
YEAH DAMN RIGHT MAN.
maybe u're effin right.
even so if we backed out,
did u have to be so hurtful?
so we got kicked out of tech bcos we dun wanna dance for the EFFIN 4 DEE KREW.

then FCUK 4 DEE KREW.
FCUk the previous practises.
FCUK the money we spent.
FCUK the sleepless nights we had.
FCUK this FCUKING friendship.
it was all for nothing.
it was al for FCUK.

im not saying we're not in the wrong
but
u've jus torn up my heart into pieces.
u've jus let our friendship go.
u'd jus FCUKED me up.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

to meow:

HEY YO YO WASSUP YO.

i'd finally been given a chance to COME BACK INTO YO LIFE ONCE AGAIN!YAY-NESS.
wassup wif lit anyway?

dun worry k.

jus cnt'd to study hard u'll make it dear.

u're 1 yr ahead of others, rmb?

DON'T CHA ~

stupid la i cant post comment at ur lj. ANGRY.

make can leh!!!!!

go go go !!!

oh wells.

sat sat sat sat my love sat is my love.

to joseph:

i'm sure any amount of condolences won't help in any way.

just to let u know that im here if u need someone to talk to.

it's just life,

wad to do?

but rest assured she'll be watching ovr u no matter whr u go.

like my grandma and grandpa.

i always know that they're somewhr near me(:

*hugs.

had mild flu on tues night,

but HECKED It, who cares about flu right LOL.

i think i din heck it leh.

i forgot about it LOL.

wed morning went swimming wif bestie @ yck.

bestie's stamina is WEIRD-ED thou, i must say.

WHY U SO WEAK!?!?!?

oh wells.

yeah, alot of old man LOL

tikopeks in short,

when u're like swimming towards them they jus keep LOOKING n LOOKING

like they'd nv seen a woman before in their life ZZZ.

sometimes when i go to swimming pools,

feel like a piece of MEAT KNN.

nvm if they're hunky and stuffs zzz.

al of them,

BEER BELLY.

kill me pls.

LOLLLLLLLLLLLL.

bestie acc-ed me to work aft that,

felt extremely cold and my bloody calves{spelt like that? or calfs?} were aching.

verge of dying LOL.

hang in thr hang in thr cos i need the money yo!

and luckily there's bestie to acc me(:

here's some photo madness:

oh ya and that crazy blue colour,

psycho-ed me to anderson's.

AHLEILUYA SERIOUSLY.

but who can resist belgium?

aft that, ended wrk and went for my jap class.

oh my la.

i think my tcher is like, too knowledgable or smth.

he jus goes ON and ON

and the 3 of us were like "HUH?"

wad did he say?

LOLLLLLLLLL.

i think this kind,

must reali study by ourselves luhs.AMEN LOL

and my shujin,

loveliest evr.

came aft my class to fetch me home.

i love it when im in ur arms can.

AISHITERUUUUUU!!!!!

oh wells.

last night was 38degrees,

im fine now no worries, i always recover damn fast one LOL.

STRONG MAHS.

HEH HEH ~

sayang k best!

jia you at work! earn earn earn go go go !

LOL.

i sure win the pact de.

BELGIUM CHOCO ICE CREAMMMMMMM HERE I COMEEEE ~

and dunno wth's wrong wif blogger cant post pics now.

ZZZ. more pics next time when this bloody thing can work k!

CIAOZ

Sunday, August 24, 2008

woke up this morning at 6am,
yeah 6am.
went to JB with DA SIES to eat bak kut teh LOL.
happening right.
HAHAHAHA I KNOW.

everyone was damn shag i can say,
but LOVE IS IN DE AIR AND I'M LOVIN' IT.

YES I WANNA COMPLAIN ABOUT THE BLOODY TANDAS OF MALAYSIA.
DISSSSSSSGUSTING.
i din wanna go in at first, seriously.
NO CHOICE.,
no shopping malls around.
OMFG.
when i was doing my thing,
i literally used my top to cover my nose to smell my perfume.
SERIOUSLY.

i rushed out as soon as im done.
had i breathe 1 more air particle from inside the BLOODY TANDAS
i would've PUKED.

yess, ane got her trimming LOLs,
the next time we come in,
we're permming(:
whEEEeeeeeeee~
LOL i jus realised her hair is like friggin' long can. HAHAHA.
haha says that her hair looks lik that of xiao qiao's.(red cliff lah)

haha dear cldn't tahan and decided to get a wash too LOLs.
i jus trimmed my hair not long ago so why waste the money? (:

oh ya poor good was yeah u know.
secondary school boys hate to have their hair cut but they always have no choice.
LOL.
indian barber. i can imagine the pain good. AHLEILUYA~

YESSSS. us three gorgeous from the awesome factory(:
dunno why but the next pic good's hair looks friggin WEIRD-ED CAN. not to be mean but i laughed my ASS OFF when i look at the pic HAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!

and thats my BAO PYRAMID. lollllllll. the below one looks cute right i know.

i call it the man tau sar tou. HEEEE.

and back to sg. WHOOOOO~

that stupid zhi shu. can someone kill him pls.omg i'm gonna have a little tree.

AMEN

Friday, August 22, 2008

i'm shopping online right now,

damn shiok.

hahaha ..

like u dun have to lift ur feet,

dress up prettily and take bus/ train to the shopping centres

to go on a shopping frenzy.

tell me how shiok is that.

hoho ~

i'm gonna buy 3 tops,

not that rich la but ima fortunate girl,

shujin's gonna pay for it yay-ness.

he loves me i know.

and i appreciate that fact.

i'm left with one paper already; plus factor(:

after that im gonna work,

actually kinda lame right, aft exams can slack alr i start working.

but what to do? lols.

i'm not the average girl.

next week gonna practise for dhool also,

yeah, we in the wildcards. but damn lame la.

wun get in anyway so just dance for fun. haha !

actually not very fun, in the sense shujin feels that he's wasting his

gonna-end-soon hols.

this is more like a we-have-no-choice performance.LOL

oh yeah, noticed i've more blog links?

lol. too bored just now so went to find links and LINK everyone up LOL.

good right lidat... muahahaha ~

come my blog can go so many others w/o having to search for em.

shiokodoodles.

may babe, move on.

can't be stuck in a non-moving vehicle forever.

difficult,

stuck,

but u still have to find ur way out and keep moving on.

we'll be here for you(:

good to hear bestie working and stuffsLOL

not bad uh, and u keeping fit too.

SUPER GOOD PROGRESS.

haha..

high time since u build up ur weak body HEH HEH~

jia ur bday wil come k. jia you for prelims at e moment!

and i cant wait to see my gorgeous two on the 30th.

im rotting away jus by waiting!

anyway very randomly i reali wanna grow taller LOL

being at this height, pros and cons la yeah

but there are alot of things that i am restricted from due to my bloody height.

am working tmr super sian.

OH YEAH.

i jus remembered. i wanted to blog about this but keep forgetting.

jus nice i was about to end off this entry i RECALLED.

not bad uh. MUAHAHAHA ~

singaporeans, are indeed, friggin' kiasu.

i mean, not like you guys don't know it but i reali wanna emphasize on the

real-ness of it.

as u guys prolly know, the shop i work at is normally super secluded,
nobody buys anything at all sometimes i can have zero sales and stuffs.

because most of them find the clothes out, or too pricey.

then this wed when i went to work aft my paper,

initially i brought ooad stuffs to revise but ALAS.

i went to the shop to find out that my boss has decided to sell everything,

yes, EVERYTHING, at 10bucks.

OMFG.

and as i expected,

al the obasans came streaming in to browse for clothes like it was a pasar malam or some sort of cheap thrill.

i was told by my boss not to let them try,

and guess what?

because there were too many people in the shop,

and with everyone who walked in asking me:

"hello miss, how much is this?"

jus to hear from my mouth that everything is friggin' $10.

this stupid aunty,

shamelessly rushed into the fitting room when i told her:

"sorry, cannot try".

WAH BEST.

wad can i do? pull her out from the fitting room? LOL. i wished i did.HAHAHA

and when i told the other customer that they cannot try,

they said: "then why she can try?"

wad to do?

"try la try la", is all i can say.

i can say wed was the busiest day of work in my shop EVER.

since i started working. amazing LOL.

oh yeah.

and i had to resort to this to ward the kiasu-s from sneaking into my fitting room when i already said "NO TRYING".

oh wells.

oh yeah AND AND AND.

im learning jap language with my sister and alicia @ jelutung cc.

it's rather tough, but cheap la, no choice.

jia you jia you!

working towards my third language(:

Happy Birthday Zul!

what happens when u dun bother about someone's life anymore?
what happens when u get too engrossed in ur stuffs and neglect other people who are dear to you?
what happens when u feel neglected by someone whom you thought loved you dearly?

hmmms.

weird, life is.
i jus found out not too long ago that gavin used to be a punk LOL.
weird as it seems LOL.
i feel that friends should let each other in on their lives,
maybe share more,
be it the past, present or future,
so long as they communicate and share their feelings,
they will become closer.
thanks for sharing ur story mr gav! haha .. ohwells.
now i know whr al ur source of motivation comes from LOl.
and by the way it seems, you dun look like one who's gonna hav any worries anymore.
fu-yooooo ~

super funny that day i asked sweetCandy to lend me her btt book
she passed me her final one den when she wanna study she cannot find LOL!
cuteness hee.

we're al working.
life can be so hard sometimes.
but it's al good.
i have my FAM(:

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

PICsss from sometime ago(:

yupei's bday.

camwhore wif mei as usual

first time to zouk in BAGGy style {actually i look nicer in makeup. goshhh}

my favourite top for the moment(:

rocky balboa

funky daddy and gorgeous mummy @ company d&d

my ah cha neh

i don't know why but i just love this neoprint.

that love story 4 years and running...

Saturday, August 16, 2008

congrats to the final teams of ko night(:
congrats to sha,
and POPiah,
dun think too much la.

i wanna get that bag!

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

i want my daddy dear to be happy.
when he's unhappy,
im not happy either.

not all al.

Monday, August 11, 2008

i would like to thank the following people:

daddy
mummy
jie
good
shai
bestie
leen
alicia
pork
pork bf
helena
ginai
mingyun
monica
wanni
ron
joseph
brown
tingen
aloy
silent
ray

you guys made the effort to come al the way down
to support us(:
hehe ..
i reali reali reali appreciate it okay!
reali.
sorry for some ,
didn't get to reali see u guys butttt.
i wanted to call everyone go eat le!
but u guys left first alr:(

screams and shouts LOL
i saw good scream like mad la. hahaha !!
thankie people okay!

im sorry we din get in thou,
BUT.
im not too sad okay.
cos so many people come support,
i've so so SO many people who love me.
I'M A WINNER ALR(:

DHOOL 100808

oh ya ... PORK. i'm guilty. sorry wor, i nv go ur bday party. hais. im reali damn bad a pork la!!! we're blood and i nv go ur party. KILL ME PLS. haissssss. skip ur party for dance nvm, somemore nv win! WA LAO EH ! damn angry alr. i apologize for my absence k. and i wanna let u know that i STILL LOVE U PORK. and alot alot alot. WO AI NI OKAY! *hugs

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Hi everyone who is going to support us this sunday (which is tmr)
please do check ur mails right now.
thanks ! (:
important ah that mail.
HOHO ~

see u guys tmr !!!!
GAMBATE !! (:

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RQ !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELINE(:

Monday, August 4, 2008

hmmms, hey guys,
please do me a favour and support 4 DEE KREW
this SUNDAY 10aug, 7pm on VASANTHAM CHANNEL.

AIGHTTTTTTT. thankie.
congrats to TRIDIAC !!!!

LOLLL.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SYAKIRA! (: