Wednesday, June 24, 2009
.
lol it feels weird to be typing using my left hand, feeling completely handicap now hahaha
yes, im home, and im damn sad i cant go for dance much as i want to.
wasn't in my right mind the whole of today,
after thinking last night.
wasn't quite myself, i guess.
went to the kitchen to pour water.
that's when the lil accident happened.
i guess, this is just not such a good year for me.
i was trying to pour a drink for myself,
using a glass jug when the jug fell to the floor.
i was shocked for a moment, stunned thr.
i didn't drop it,
but it jus broke off itself, the handle and the body tore apart.
i went to get a broom to sweep the fragments when babyboy rushed over to ask if im okay.
lol he asked to look at my hand and found me bleeding lolol.
scared the hell outta him i think,
my poorboy, i love u k.
lol thr's a pic of the cut.
it was dang small, but my skin sort of spilt open and i could see my wrists' fats-.-
lol my wrist so small stil gt fats nb lol
wonder hw much fats i've gt on my other parts man hahaha

babyboy brought me to a doc and i was joking with kel saying that we shld jus save the money of seeing a doc n jus buy glue to paste it together lolol cos he was so worried that it reali looked as if he was the one who got cut. lol
so sweet isn't he?
im jus so fortunate to have him in my life.
mummy was super worried too,
i love the both of u so so much(:
lol the funny thing is tt the doc said tt there's 2 ways to do my hand,
1 is to stitch,
the other, is REALLY TO GLUE HAHAHA
when i heard tt i wanted to LOL man.
seriously.
the doc chose to glue my hand, n e bandaged it like that,
making me so embarrased cos i look like some retard who cut my wrist-.-
i wanted to go for dance so badly, i swear cos im jus learning how to bboy:(
babyboy's too worried to let me go, and the doc say i cant twist my wrist
so i cant do floorworkkkkkkkkkkkkk ffffffffffffffffffffff.
im sorry, babyboy, i know u are upset cos i insist on going to camp but i really, really want to go and i really want to be there. i love you, baby. u're the nicest to me i swear.

thanks zul, for being so concerned and understanding.
i really, really do appreciate it.
.
i have friends who love me,
and friends who hurt me.
it's more painful than the cut.
out of my life you go.
you don't deserve me.
because you don't care and you don't give a shit about me.
.
dang man. using left hand to type is zzz really.
i took like half an hour to type this-.-