` My Pink Lil World(:

The Dancer

`03 April

♥
`PINK
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`Singing
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Dancer's Wishlist

PINK CAR
Ed Hardy♥
Kate Spade♥
Christian Louboutin♥

My Links

Connie's Friendster
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Foreign Bodies
Foreign Bodies Junior 08
MF Dance Club
Nyp Inspiration Portal

Fellow Dancers

Friends(:
Kevin}
TeeAhChew}
YuPei}

Yysh(:
Jas}
Leen}
Maria}
Son}
SonTUMBLR}
Ying}

Mayflower's:
Adibah}
Anna Ng}
Esther}
Joeii}
LiErn}
Mayshan}
Siaotong}
Sze Lee}
Pamela}

PFDS(:
Kame}
Meow}

Yj's:
Amelia}
Becca}
Bill}
Brenda}
Dawn}
Dylon}
Emmeline}
Eve}
Sarah}
Xuanhong}
Yi En}

WomanLove(:
CWoman}
DWoman}

FBodz's:
Alan}
Amit}
Andee}
Arjuna}
Audrey}
Basirah}
Beverly}
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CeeKay}
ChristieBABY}
Cynthia}
Dawn}
Diane}
JinWen}
Jolina}
Junaidah}
Jeannie}
Jessica Lim}
Karen}
Regina}
Ros}
Sharon}
Melvin}
Mike}
Nora}
PopperBen}
Ray}
Theresa}
Tricia}
Veronica}
Ysabel}
Zul}

Nyp's:
Fanglin}
K}
Miah}
Mingyun}
Monica}
Siew Wen}
Yanrui}

Dancers:
Angie}
Farah}
Jocelyn}

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O School}
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SDZ}
Styles from Beyond}
TPDE}

Northland's:
Lim han}
YongSiang}

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BoA}
Chen Diya}
David Gan}
Dawn Yang}
Felicia Chin}
Ivy Lee}
Joanne Peh}
Lee Teng}
Miyagi}
Mr Brown}
Nat Ho}
Rebecca Lim}
Sharon Au}
Xiao Jin Teng}
Xiaxue}

Dance!

The Dancer's Past

February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
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August 2008
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November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
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July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
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November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010

Credits

SHYAN the bestie

Monday, October 5, 2009

8.54am

i am talking to him on the phone now.
i miss him.
even though i keep seeing him these days i feel like he's not mine alone.
i miss him so much,
maybe i've kept him to myself so much these few years that i cannot stand it even when he deviates a little from me.
SO SELFISH LOL.
but -- i nv cause him any zzz okay!
i just emo myself LOL

i think people gets weaker as they grow older,
more fragile and more timid.
it's happening to me man.
zzz
now i have swollen eyes,
zzz tummy ache and zzz wrist ache at times.
and i cry easily.
why man.
my daddy said that it's like my heart is made up of glass.
it aches easily and when i start to cry,
i cannot stop.
so embarrasing!

haha..
i really want to rest,
i dun want to be here.
i think this attachment's making me so depressed my life's a turmoil now.
SAVE ME.
AMEN.

and -- nobody cares, truly.

--- you are there when everybody needs you.
but when you need somebody,
no one's there.
so sad, this world.
selfless - no more.